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yo, world!

the hustle and the bustle,
between me and the city,
destitute of refuge
a turn to return.

yapper (:*
joeljaryn ;D*
180193*

acs (junior)*
onePOINTsix '00*
twoPOINTfour '01*
threePOINTnine '02*
fourPOINTeight '03*
fivePOINTeight '04*
sixPOINTeight '05*

acs (independent)*
onePOINTseven '06*
twoPOINTtwo <3333 '07*

theacsiCHOIR
nccSEA*
OM

thy colour is orange*

i think im falling in love with corrine may's voice,
so sweet, so distinct.

ahh. hmmm
thanks to SOMEBODY (shant say who) who is really a procrastinator,
i shall stay up today...hahah. lol.

a while ago i still recall our fights, seems so childish.
come back soon would you! haha. you are taking forever.
the clocks ticking while my hearts racing
hurryup(:

ahh. anyways.
i shall take the quiz now.
or maybe not yet haha.
maybe i shall write a verse

the hours, the minutes, the seconds tick so quickly
so does my heart beat so quietly, so shyly.
fun, is a subjective word, it could be fun to you but not me.
return quick, and you would see the happiest of happy.

hmm right.
okay quiz from rachel/brans blog (they dont share a blog hahah. just both of them did the quiz)
its a really old quiz though i might do two or three quizes. depends on how long you take! hahaha.

1 fondest memory you have in your lifetime.
fondest means like greatest memory right? joining alto i guess. i mean its like so fun getting to know all different sorts of people, becoming such a close-knitted section, 2006/07.

2 people you'd like to thank.
thank for what? sounds so weird haha. but at this current point of time, i guess thank you seniors for always being there for me, especially coll! haha. its been great knowing you! haha. and like ermm. kana. thanks for being such a great and close friend for so long (: and so manyy more. especially the best section in choir :')

3 things you would want to do now.
hmmm. erh i think this is an easier question. alright. SLEEP. you know im like a piggish person D: yess i wanna exercise play tennis-run-go shopping-watch a movie-hang out-not stay at home and like alto party! haha. i think thats more than three ;D

4 people that left the deepest impression (include reason why.)
hmmm. quite difficult lehh. wahh only four people. can i put more, i would put the whole world down :D haha, nah just kidding. alright. 4. lets see... i shall be general alright

1. thank you GOD. without whom i would have not been here at all...aww.
2. thank you DADDYMUMMYPHOEBE for being such a great family. that counts as one group alright hahaha.
3. thank you for FRIENDS :D haha. like om, prefects, choir, and in any other special way i know you (: thanks for being there for me. cheering me up when i was down. thanks for never leaving me. thanks for staying up to keep awake when i was studying for my exams. thanks for all those late night conversations :D thanks for everything (:
4. thank you for 2.2! haha. BUBBLES HOONG! omg. why do you all have to change class! stan and nong! we are in the same class next year haha. YAY! haha. quite funn. gonna be a hell of a class except for the nerds haha.

5 photos/ pictures that you like.
i dont have my comp now using mums one haha.

altos the <3

om :D haha. gonna miss it ):

alright. i only have four pictures alright. couldnt find anymore.
i wanna add in the one of hoong me and chongker :D
awhh 2.2 oh seven.
darn. i wished it could stay like that. one hell of a class :D

6 strange things you've done in your life
got 4th for om worlds, got 3rd for om worlds, dropped my phone a million times, i was a former swimmer :D, not slept a whole night :oo (so sarcastic), i wear pink :D, OM - for nats my costume was so bad that it nearly snapped alright! it was damn embarrassing haha.

7 things that you like in 2007.
getting to know more friends, like rachel! haha. its been quite fun knowing you, meeting you on your birthday! hahaha. getting to know fellow prefects better, and of course OM :D, i hated you all in the beginning but i guess you guys are like really great now i know ;D, choir people the new ones! the year 5s haha. you guys have been great x) yay i played tennis a bit more, screwing around in class using phone and all haha. becoming more pai kia x.x hahaha. doing crazy stuff in class. THAT POWDER INCIDENT :D haha. tsktsk. stupid luh. pissed teachers off SO BAD.

8 things you want to do in 2008.
go to olympics at beijing. get to know my class better :D, get to know my friends a lot more (kinda building on relationships part), try to remain more of the innocent and less of the getting corrupted, heh, SIT on the a380. GOSH. i really wanna do that! do really well for exams a 42 at least! if not a 45, and work my ass off studying, get WORLD CHAMPS! haha. i want that dream to be realized leh. darn.

9 people you want to do this.

pretty much anyone? haha PRIS :D heh. sze! (if you read this anyway hahaha) anybody luh, im free and easyy haha.

it seems to be for a while you have been away.
my hearts a bit hardened and saddened too,
why did you have to go? i wished you could stay.
without you, what am i to do?

just eighteen days, it seems little at first,
but now it seems so endless.
come back soon would you?
and tell me about all that was cool!

france, italy or netherlands so far away.
the scenery, oh so beautiful
1st december i cant wait for that day.
it would probably be so fun, oh so cool.

i once mentioned about trust,
i shall just rely on that and question no more.
but i really wonder how long it would last.
when you see the light, you see my heart - that door.

please hurry would you (:
get the butt and plane moving as fun as fun can
on that plane you flew.
on that land you ran.

but would that be enough to catch my heart?
which is running faster than the word fast.
time might not be on our side but
i might just wait for you maybe just till dusk.

yeshh yeshh. i shall blog about seniors dinner and i guess thank you to all those seniors who kinda made an impact on my lives, sorry if i dont blog about you :// haha. not that you didnt make an impact on my life or anything, but probably its just me and my poor memory :S. haha. im also looking for a darned job as well :// haha. anybody! tell me if you can find one. i wanna work for at least 2 to 3 weeks luhhh

alrightt here goes:
(altos):

aw sze min! haha.
thanks for being such an awesome and superb senior haha. i still recall really clearly one year back, when we still were coffee-club-ing hahaa. at this point i think where all the dinner ppl were gathered together sitting, in i think some rectangularish table with like 10 ppl there haha. lets see if i can still recall on that table....you, clement, ian, mervyn (ithink), poser (who was just there hahaha), jack, collin.....HMM, thanks for all those cards, the dinner comm ones, christmas, bithday etc. like so manyy one de luh, i feel so bad :/ havent given you any yet, dont worry you will see a christmas one coming soon (JOEL YAP, YOU BETTER REMEMBER!) haha. ahh well. thanks for being a really super great friend; all those constant rides home (thank your dad and your mum (she really looks young! hahaha)!! hahaha) HMM. lol. hmmm what else was there. yeahh! i rmed last year dinner! when you were trying to imitate clement and his chicken thingy! it was really really funny alright! hahaha. i think it was hilarious, and also when we supposed to go trick-a-treating. haha. i still wanna go treat a treat alright! haha. im sooo looking forward to next saturday! haha. AND AND, run run run and shop shop shop, maybe we could play tennis sometimes as well haha! i wanna go shopping ): and watch enchanted! sorry about the other day...haha stomach flu :// darn. haha. alright.

moving on...

koh xuan qii!
thanks for being such a good SL, i mean not just about how good you are in the musical sense (MISS GRADE EIGHT! hahaha. i still remember last year when they announced it i was like super shocked that you could actually play grade eight luh haha. you must record yourself playing the piano and maybe singing sometimes!) and all that but probably on the focus on how good you were on that FUN side. haha. especially in organizing all those special alto outings! i still rmbed one of them where we supposed to watch a movie and it turned into like starbucks but in the end we still watched the movie haha. its really fun and COOL having you around, it would be really sad once you leave us! AWHHH. haha. anyway, i think i recall our talk about CAREERS was it! to become some world class singer and like get a super hit track and like maybe play EP, while you play the piano :D haha. sth random like that if its correct haha. but its so cool though. AND BEARBEAR (ps i wasnt really a fan of him i think haha) just ppl like john see and wan feng were quite crazy about it, weird haha. thank you for all those cardsss! its really nice. thank youu (: i must must do some cards this christmas or it will become a waste haha. hmmm. i think there were probably billions of other things! YESHHH i REMEMBER! you must teach me how to make your potato salad! haha. its really NICE! gosh. must learn how to cook there before you disappear into the us or cambridge! hahaha. gosh. its so sad you are gonna part away with us so fast! these two years really have flown! OH YES. tell me when you find a job alright! i need one too): i could fake my age as 18 hahahah. (totally impossible) i still remembered when you all wanted to watch the zodiac and like dressing me up as a 16 or 18 year old luh! haha. it was sooooo funny although you kinda really didnt end up doing that!

NEXT :D haha. so long luh. eek my small fingers are gonna die of typingg!

ethel sng! hahaha (tu)(tu)
haha. as you can see, probably you arent reading this anymore though, but heck luh i will still write sth nice about you haha! anyways, you can observe that i have put the (tu) thingy haha. that turtle emoticon in msn! haha. thanks for being such a great alto frienddd :D haha. and the super good barbequer ahha. LASTYEAR! alto party the "halloweeen" one haha. the date and time were so not in tune with the real date! hahaha. i rmbed you cooking the CHICKENWINGS :D haha. and also the ermmm. meat was it! oh yeah starting the fire and all that with kwang kai (EH. where did he go eh did he suddenly disappear or sth? gosh! hahaha) anyways, thanks for being such a person to gauge height with ( I FEEL SO EVIL SAYING THAT:X ) but im sorry alright! haha. during haven last year i think i was 160 cm :D hahaha. then like i suddenly started growing and im 172 noww! haha. thats like 12 cm in around one year, and erm im still groowingggg alright! haha. so funny lol. there was also another time when ERMM. YES. when i got my turtle during march last year from the hols hahaa. i think you kidnapped it did you! haha. no wonder i noticed that it suddenly disappeared out of fin-air. haha. HMM what else was there eh. lets see...ahh. got to like think hard! yeah. i rmb playing cards with you as well. during haven! YESH. our gambling DEN! YES YES YES. i tell you it was insane luh. all of us would squeeze in into the last door of the cpa and like lock the door and like do what we were not supposed to do :/ hahaha. i still rmbed being pumped my bryan or sth because of that luh! hahah. HMM.

PHEW. breather. i hope this coffee high can like help me hang in there for like as long as possible WHEEE! im high

THEODORA HUANG XINYI! TOMATO!
(maybe not so tomatoish after all hahah). thanks for being such a great SL then VP. alright lets go back to haven days again. AH. gosh, makes me really want to cry. awwh all those memories its so nice(: hmmm, i still recall when you tried to work with us on our tone, being the horrible blaster into the really nice round tone in the various haven songs and all that! i still understand and hopefully able to execute those stuff (sounds like nothing! but it means a lot alright!) definitely deep inside, you know its deep engraved in us (although we forget it at times! haha) and alright, HAVEN. the loacker chocolates and the card (john see and i compared and we found out) that was like nearly identical! haha. thats why i understand why you decided to combine with sze today instead and not write your own (shes better at "paraphrasing"!) feel so mean haha. anyways. thanks a lot for the loacker. haha. i didnt eat it though, my sister gobbled it up like really really quickly. i still am in awe, so amazed how you managed to merge the most awful tone the most off keys and the fewst and smallest section into the most united section! :D i think its totally amazing how you were able to pose your leadership skills, although you were really shy and of a really kind nature. i think you could probably be a lot better if you were to exert your authority a bit more! haha. i think ppl would listen to you a lot more. you are one person i would respect, being so great in your piano skills, and like half way through your prelims still doing your diplomma in music, how you were able to balance your time and still get like 42 points! its so crazy, yet you managed to do it! (im not saying you are crazy :P) please come back sometime soon to influence the alto tone, and not be too bright like janice hahahaha. and rather make it whole and round :D we would appreciate you coming back soon! thanks for being such a great VP this year, helping us to NEARLY achieve a gold at syf (most ppl said we deserved Gold ALRIGHT! haha. i guess quite a far bit is actually your glory (im not boosting your ego! you are really good :D) and also for the first time, getting a silver in the jc section. not forgetting about genting where we got a GOLD :DDD (although losing to nan chiau TSK.) not exactly losing luh, but WE still are improving, thanks a lot MISS VP of MUSIC :D

gosh this is so long hahaha. now moving on to like other ppl.

COLLIN HO! this is gonna be really longgg.
haha. i think you are probably packing now getting ready to go to cambodia, last minute AS USUAL, and i still remember when the first time you were early! (WHEN YOU WERE BORN, i think sze can say the same thing about it! hahahha) i think if im not wrong you were the guy that introduced me to coffee club, gosh its such a freaking niceee place luh. i so love it! its like really really nice, gosh the mudpie, the soft shell crab all those nice nice food! haha, and not just choir but in USA as well! ahhh. OM. gosh (another long blog post! hahahah) anyway, in usa, 2006, the pioneer IB team who won first in nats and worlds, being the super-dee-duper team. probably the best ever! hahaha. must teach me some more, i wanna be in the best team ever as well! haha, anyways, all your spon answers prolly gonna be used and used again, MY PRECIOUS! (in that oh sooo raspy voice) and then the, every cloud has a silver lining, all those stuff. omggg. ahh. ANDAND the screaming in the hotel haha. i think i rmb how you were recounting it, but somehow i dont think i can actually remember it, its so awkwardly strange. gosh but i have to say you om guys including rayan, woah you guys are like really nice people! i wish i could talk to the rest and catch up with them sometime soon! i better do before they all go bald hahahaha! the screaming in the hotel YEAH I RMB! yes. we were across rooms and then from like one room into another- when we werent angry with each other at all! haha. and gosh the shop shop shop shopping! OMG, hahah. it was freakingg nice luh. shit. haha the pink teeshirts and the levis jeans. i think its so cool, and i will forever think it will be. my pink teeshirt is like so screwed up now luh :// the aeropostale one haha. and then also STILL got, wah so many things to talk about luh haha. I WANNA SHOP with OMERS :D we get the best deals from everywhere! haha. i kinda hated this years shopping though i think it was rather rediculous haha. we shopped so freaking little luh haha. kind irritating though :/ heh. must shop with you luh! and run and play tennis. (lol this time must really do alright! not just say. tskkk so irritating one all words no action :/ tskk) i could get courts at my house all you neeed to do is to drag your body here! you could walk if you want too! hahaha.

that was so long :/ i think i got 2 more peeps.

chris ow!
haha. im so dead now :/ hmm i still remember cam whoring in usa haha those stupid photos haha, eek i couldnt pose then but now...!!! hahaha. i think i probably learnt the skill and picked it up quite well haha. HEH. YESH. mr dinner comm kinda everything in charge haha. the admin guy and all those things. i still rmbed you being a high C (im putting what i learnt in prefects trip into choir!) being very conscientious and meticulous haha. getting all those details down! being such a super NEAT leftie haha. AND yes i do rmb our times in USA. i briefly do anyway, when we were sitting next to each other in that bus! i think it was really fun! heh shopping and all that! YES, i rmb you in that oakley shop (when i thought it was like really expensive then but actually now come to think of it i dont think it isnt that bad; quite reasonable in fact :D hahaha) HMM. and also in singapore, TOO! when i got to know you well, or at least better i guess i think you were the guy who was doing all those vasks thing and like building the dance wall and the eyepod haha. some legacy which has been copied by some other schools HMMM hahaha. i hope no really good saints are reading this (if you know what i mean) haha. feel so evil. (BREATHES IN) yeah haha. anyway, thanks for bringing to your church that time haha. i think its kinda like quite nice although i think i still feel that i prefer my church better (ask xuanqi :D hahah) but i guess it was kinda "quite an experience" kinda feeling learning about other churches, how HIP the pastors are and all that quite cool actually hahaha.

ALRIGHT. i think i will do last one. social butterfly!

cheryl sim.
i dont really know you that well but i guess i will talk about last years haven it was really freaking alright calling me cute like a gazillion million million times! haha. it was indeed really freaky but haha. who minds being called cute? haha its quite nice actually. ANDAND, this "cute thing" spreading from you to clement and the to soonks hahaha. it was quite freaky alright. haha. but nevertheless i dont think it was that bad. HMM. the thing about social butterflies are that you probably dont know them really well, but they liek know the whole world! hahaha. HMM. i know you are close to one person, JESUS! hahaa. probably the closest guy you are too! YES. i REMEMBER, there was the dinner comm where you were one of those MCs (i really needed to get an MC listening to all the jokes! hahaha, SERIOUSLY) haha. thanks for being such an admin person as well, you were right? i rmb there was like ermmm 9 ppl in the committee (I STRANGELY REMEMBER SUCH STRANGE DETAILS! hahaha) ahwell, and also i still recall the ermm, CAMP COMMITTEE. i was so shocked that i was chosen as like head of the camp luh, i tell you it is quite nerve-wrecking to have so many responsibilities going on at once haha. but overall, im still taller than you (those stupid heels :/ hahaha)


JOEL YAP IS DONE! WOOOH.
i doubt anybody will actually read this though :/ or at least the whole chunk! haha.

heh trip had been really fun haha.
like getting to know all the different people from prefects,
giving me like a really different impression from the original ones,
some of them in which made me think twice about on making friends with them,
the other wanting to make good friends.
i guess its quite nice to go for trip luh, im really happy that i had gone for it and like had not stayed at home and went for the Christmas concert thing, eek so stupid, they didnt allow us to join it luh i felt really upset, or like most of it at least.
anyways, i still feel it was totally worth the time although i felt ill now...
i just went to see the doctor, i have like stomach flu BOOO! so irritating and sad luh ahwell :/

anyways, i think i should blog in more content about the trip haha. but i would firstly, like to thank the following people who have made trip possible:

1. Mark
thanks for being such a SUPER-DEE-DUPER tour guide, and more importantly ACS family member haha. i think you have done a really great job and like trip would really have been impossible without you around, thanks for teaching and educating us during the different activities, and of course being such a great friend too. and the taxi ride too i feel bad :x

2. Glen
haha. thanks for being such a good assistant tour guide or someone to like see us through most of the activities, although i did not talkk to you so much, i know you remembered me as the screamerrr! haha. tsk i screamed so much until so many ppl got irritated! haha. i think screaming is like really fun. haha.

3. Sir and madams.
haha. thanks for being such great teachers! sir, although you were really HIGH-D-ish with us sometimes, we knew that you all meant us well at heart haha. although it would kinda be the last year in the board, we want to wish you all the best (: sorry _____...i accidentally hit your shoulders! thanks for being really concerned for us, especially when applying the first aid. my arms finally better from all those rope burns haha. HMM.

4. ALL THE PREFECTS.
definitely without all of you there would be no trip! hah. so ridiculous right? lol...HMM. but i guess i kinda made friends with some other people haha, cause i like dont reallyknow them that well haha. but like zacary! it was FUN sitting beside you during trip haha, and buying GREEN teeshirt. haha so random luh getting a green one, lol. it would be my first lime green one haha. im gonna wear it sometime soon, and also thanks for being that bus ride buddy! haha. anyway, thanks bran for being the bus ride buddy as well haha. it was really fun! getting high while singing songs, singing our falsettos, haha, or head tone lol. camwhoring. OH that super dirty picture. tsktsk. haha. pass to me sometime soon alright! i want my photos! haha. thanks to SECT-C haha. me and my lameee names haha. tsk. you could have guessed where it had came from. HMM marcus, tim lim, hadrian, ben sim, zi hao, jonno, joel lee, jonathan, matthew and jaira. the sec 2 J people! haha. its so coool haha, thanks for being the SECT-C-iest people ever! haha. and thanks to the bridge people! its like so funnn! haha. like Michael, Zac, Jaira, Andrew ong, jonathan! (thanks to shaun for your cards haha) thanks to the other prefects from team diane, TURDS, HAWT!

woahh such a freaking long dedication! haha. i guess i will just briefly talk about my injuries during the various activities, alright on the second day there was the ermm, high ropes element thing where i got like ermmm rope burn during the "leap of faith" haha. where like the rope went around my neck, it was freaking painful alright! haha. and alsooo, the abseiling, thank you instructors! haha. i inverted myself in the beginning! it was so scary alright! i was absolutely freaking out lorrhxzxzx. hahaha. hmm aRh LEEiAnxzxz w0rhxzxz ;D anyways, during the flying fox it wwas like really fun luh, haha, although i think i kind of got mentally traumatized, i guess taking one step at a time, taking deep breaths were not that bad haha. it was really funnnnn though! i wanna do flying fox again! haha.

i had really a lot of fun, shall post photos another time its really fun luhh! haha.
and of course THANKGOD :D if not, none of these would have been possible.

it just seems all so strange to me,
why do the closes to me seem so far away,
yet those people far away seem so near thee.
is it me or is this just, well a strange day.

a friend which i recently knew seems to be quite close of late,
i just cant seem to figure out why,
is it true or is it fate?
i just cant figure anything out, SIGH!

i wish these doubts would slowly clear,
ah, these doubt inside me i fear,
for the better or for the worse.
i surely hope this isnt another one of these curses.

i want all these to disappear
i just cant keep on holding on to these insecurities, these doubts.
this just makes me fear.
indeed, this makes me shiver deep inside, as i pout.

i feel unlike myself, i feel so strange,
probably i need to a little something, i need to change,
i wonder if this thought will ever end,
and may God place me in his special plan.


CHOIR COMPETITION TOMORROW! DANG. haha. all our heart work better pay off :/

jiayou ppl! we can do this! we will do this, and be at worse the bottom four, but never the last three. we will not make those mistakes we made before, instead we will have that mental edge over all the rest (:


the year has come to an end,
yet, it is still the beginnning.
in this mysterious place, in a secluded land.
we will be in a cathedral singing.

oh, the year has barely started, just like day.
i am living in the light.
yesterday says it does not want to move away,
before we even realize, it is night.

night seems to be so dark, so scary.
it feels like a silent and eerie whisper
to your ears saying something quietly;
was that what you wanted to hear,

Or was it something totally different, on the contrary.
did you plan in the beginning of the year for something?
did you succeed in that plan with much laughter and glee,
or was it reduced to nothing?

nothing at all, your life you would waste,
the whole year, the three hundred and sixty five days,
those millions of seconds in haste,
MAN, my mind is in a haze.

did i spend that period of time in thy plan?
or was it what i wanted out of a human fault.
no wonder all my plans ended in failure
wait most of them at least, if thats called.

next year is all we could look forward to,
to change what we wanted to do.
and change it for the better but not the worse,
or you might be under that awful curse

its so stupid. looking at these two months,
wasting my life away damn, its just so stupid your know,
school gives you hols but like they dont really work out luh aiyah.
its just quite stupid.

heh i dont feel like writing anymore.



thank you god for friends
thank you for being there when im sad
thanks for being there at my wits' ends.
im so happy you can be there to make me glad.

i am really happy to have all of you,
when i am going through a part of my life
where being upset is all i feel
even though my life may be going through a head first dive.

i am really glad that i have friends like you,
i really hope you have a great time in the Netherlands
wanting to be there is what i wanna do.
going together hand in hand.

all these seem to be just a wish,
as if it will turn into reality
hoping in all that i believe,
is what i want between you and me (:

dedicated to some friends;

KANA! haha, while you are away at netherlands have fun alright! AND remember how to happy! sometimes when you get sad or upset, please smile alright! (: please enjoy yourself, and spend all your money! haha.

RACHELEE! HMM, dont be sad alright. although ^**(&)(*)* might not be always there for you, he would be alright! he might not always be there for you physically, but in his heart he always is alright, whatever you are feeling upset or sad about, God will always be there for you!

How to Be Happy

Everyone just wants to be happy. That's why people go on diets, spend too much money for clothes, or suck up to popular people - because they think it will make them happy! Happiness can be a "comfortable-good" or an "excited-good" or a "chilled-out-good" because it has many flavours and faces, depending on whom you are with, or what you are doing. However, if you get to know all different people, you will see what makes the happiest people happy.

Steps

1. Change your thought process. If you catch yourself thinking that things aren't going to work out, then think again. Remember that most things work out better than you fear - so imagine that your fears are ungrounded and that success is ahead. Rather than thinking of the problems and getting desperate, imagine the best outcome and then work out what you need to do to make that happen. Follow your "inner guidance system." If the thoughts you are thinking are not giving you a good feeling, then think about something else that will make you feel good in that moment. Monitor your thoughts consistently throughout the day. Sometimes this may not be as easy as you think if you are stuck in a "negative" train of thought and your brain chemicals are getting fired up and forming an "anxiety or anger" pathway. Anxiety, fear and anger patterns can be interrupted by focusing on doing a math problem, counting backwards, counting in odd numbers, doing a sudoku puzzle, etc. - this will dissipate the rush of chemicals that are making you feel bad. Immediately then go back to picturing scenes/remembering things/imagining, planning stuff that makes you feel GOOD.
2. See the world for what it really is. You have friends and family that love you. Learn How to be thankful. Think of all the things you have to be happy about. Relax, calm down, take things slower. No one has everything, and everyone has something of sorrow intermingled with gladness of life. The trick is to make the laughter outweigh the tears. We cannot change the past, but we can enjoy today, and look to the future. But if we are prepared to take credit for the past and accept that everything that happened in our life, good and bad, has made us the person we are - the battle is half won.
3. Lighten up. Don't take yourself too seriously. Stress can cause many mental, physical, and spiritual problems in your life. One of the major causes of stress is worrying about things that are out of your control. Learn to recognize these things and if you can truly do nothing about them, then just let them go. Take time to laugh at yourself and the situations you find yourself in. Laughter is a powerful, positive medicine and the calmer and more peaceful you can take things, the happier your life will be.
4. Be yourself. You can't please everybody. Don't let criticism worry you. Don’t compare yourself to other people – at work or in your personal life. In the first place, no one knows what other people are going through. More importantly, when you compare yourself to other people, you always tend to see yourself on the "short end". So this is never a good or helpful thing for you to do. One way to get in touch with yourself is through journaling. The goal is to open up completely to yourself and learn to be your best friend by knowing that the truth (to yourself) will set you free from fear! Practice self-acceptance no matter what. Never do something you're not comfortable with. You'll respect yourself for sticking to your guns, and that self-respect will make you happy.
5. Make a scheduled time every day for relaxation. This is a good time to go over any therapy that you’re working on. Having a "relaxation" time or a "quiet time" every day strengthens you, allows the stress and tension in your life to evaporate, and keeps you more on a positive, even keel.
6. Get a job you love. If you have a job you hate or dislike, seriously consider changing your job, or even changing careers. Having a job that makes you look forward to your day when you wake up in the morning is critical to a happy, fulfilled life. Making special time to enjoy interests, hobbies, and family, not only makes life happier, but helps us be more productive on the job.
7. Develop a strong relationship with your family. That includes trust. If you are in an abusive family, you must find a way to stop the abuse that may include separation. If you want a stronger relationship with your family, you're going to need to be honest with them. Tell your family about your life and don't insult them - it hurts them just as much as it hurts you to be insulted.
8. Choose the right companion. Get involved with activities that reflect who you are, and get to know people who like the things you do. Don't rule out the Internet as a place to find a significant other, just get to know them over the phone or through a few months of emails before agreeing to a meeting in person.
9. Choose your friends carefully. Nearly everyone needs someone who cares for them and treats them well. If you have friends who are treating you badly, then ditch them and find friends that do care about you. If you can't find any friends like that in your current circumstances, then look elsewhere. If you're feeling sad, there's nothing like going out with your friends to make you feel better. Surround yourself with friends who are positive, encouraging, and helpful. We all need this continuing, positive encouragement to make solid positive progress in life.
10. Do what you can for those less fortunate than yourself. Volunteer at a hospital or be a part of a program, which take care of patients in some way. When you leave the hospital, you will be so much happier knowing that you've done something meaningful, something someone else can appreciate.
11. Wish the best for others and mean it. It is so easy to be jealous and petty and forget to celebrate the good fortune of your coworkers, friends and family.
12. Keep learning. Whether it is a new hobby or a new dance, just keep learning something that interests you. Just find a new interest and go for it!! It will give you something to keep you occupied, and a new outlook on life.
13. Set goals. Live up to them. When you accomplish a goal, it's a great feeling. If you put all your failures down to other people, you put yourself in their power. Take responsibility for when things go wrong in your life.
14. Be healthy. Give your body and mind what it most needs in order to function in an "optimal" way. "Optimal" in this case means being the healthiest you can be, and the most psychologically balanced you can be. Eat a healthy, balanced diet and ensure that you get all the vital vitamins and minerals that your body requires for its optimal biochemical functioning. Supplement your diet with the appropriate vitamins and minerals if necessary. Get plenty of exercise. This will prompt the production of the "feel good" hormones that make you feel happy (endorphins). Plus, there are all the other obvious fitness and disease fighting benefits, too numerous to mention here.
15. Strive for long term goals vs. short term satisfaction. It is very easy to gain short term satisfaction, a quick high, a fast relief from your current problems. But it is what it is , a "short term" satisfaction, its effects die out very soon, leaving you again with this empty feeling. Set long term goals, set a goal which takes some time, some thought, some effort to achieve. This will make you continually work towards improving yourself bit by bit and will give you the satisfaction of bringing a permanent change in your life. A permanent revolution.

jealousy is what i feel now,
it is definitely not the best policy,
these imaginations i have drive me wild,
this jealousy, would never set be free.

im just stuck in this world of materialism,
when i see something, my hands just want to grab hold
of those earthly possessions,
this is what destroys my character, which took so much time to mould.

Abercrombie, CK or Prada
is that what makes yours day?
or maybe there's the Zara
which makes you so cheerful and gay.

when you see your friend having that new crumpler,
or flaunt their flamboyant greens,
does that make you even more grumpier?
will it stay in your head, hearing it ring?

that new n95, that iPhone,
is that all you save up for?
does it make you happy, give you more friends, or leaves you alone
and miserable, will it make you smile, or just leaves you sore?

strangely, materialism and jealousy tie
in together; like two peas in a pot,
where your character they fry,
until you turn mouldy, when you rot.

jealously is one of the seven deadly sins,
i think theres more than seven,
thats why there's God, where your body he does rinse.
seven, ironically, is the lucky number that brings you to heaven.

cant we just leave this earthly things behind?
on the flipside, just leave your earthly self and think of God,
thank him for all the good things in your mind
and heart, let me do my part, Thank you Lord!

thanks for my sister and my parents,
although they may not be what i have in mind,
but they are still in my heart and i love them,
you just cant look around for a sister to find!

God put things there for a reason,
he gives your friends (PRIS! HAPPY?) and family.
He gives you things you can handle for each season,
he doesnt give you things you cant take, He knows you, ever so, thoroughly.

He knows the hairs on your head,
He knows your deepest darkest secrets.
there is nothing to hide from him although you may be afraid,
so why don't we just leave everything to him since we are all beatifully and wonderfully made.

Thank you Jesus for creating me.
Thank you for giving me choices, between wrong from right.
Thank you for guiding me in your light.
Thank you for setting me free; I so love thee (:

Dark Chocolate Is Healthy Chocolate

Dark Chocolate Has Health Benefits Not Seen in Other Varieties

By Daniel J. DeNoon
WebMD Medical News

Aug. 27, 2003 -- Got high blood pressure? Try a truffle. Worried about heart disease? Buy a bon-bon.

It's the best medical news in ages. Studies in two prestigious scientific journals say dark chocolate -- but not white chocolate or milk chocolate -- is good for you.

Dark Chocolate Lowers Blood Pressure

Dark chocolate -- not white chocolate -- lowers high blood pressure, say Dirk Taubert, MD, PhD, and colleagues at the University of Cologne, Germany. Their report appears in the Aug. 27 issue of The Journal of the American Medical Association.

But that's no license to go on a chocolate binge. Eating more dark chocolate can help lower blood pressure -- if you've reached a certain age and have mild high blood pressure, say the researchers. But you have to balance the extra calories by eating less of other things.

Antioxidants in Dark Chocolate

Dark chocolate -- but not milk chocolate or dark chocolate eaten with milk -- is a potent antioxidant, report Mauro Serafini, PhD, of Italy's National Institute for Food and Nutrition Research in Rome, and colleagues. Their report appears in the Aug. 28 issue of Nature. Antioxidants gobble up free radicals, destructive molecules that are implicated in heart disease and other ailments.

"Our findings indicate that milk may interfere with the absorption of antioxidants from chocolate ... and may therefore negate the potential health benefits that can be derived from eating moderate amounts of dark chocolate."

Translation: Say "Dark, please," when ordering at the chocolate counter. Don't even think of washing it down with milk. And if health is your excuse for eating chocolate, remember the word "moderate" as you nibble.

The Studies

Taubert's team signed up six men and seven women aged 55-64. All had just been diagnosed with mild high blood pressure -- on average, systolic blood pressure (the top number) of 153 and diastolic blood pressure (the bottom number) of 84.

Every day for two weeks, they ate a 100-gram candy bar and were asked to balance its 480 calories by not eating other foods similar in nutrients and calories. Half the patients got dark chocolate and half got white chocolate.

Those who ate dark chocolate had a significant drop in blood pressure (by an average of 5 points for systolic and an average of 2 points for diastolic blood pressure). Those who ate white chocolate did not.

In the second study, Serafini's team signed up seven healthy women and five healthy men aged 25-35. On different days they each ate 100 grams of dark chocolate by itself, 100 grams of dark chocolate with a small glass of whole milk, or 200 grams of milk chocolate.

An hour later, those who ate dark chocolate alone had the most total antioxidants in their blood. And they had higher levels of epicatechin, a particularly healthy compound found in chocolate. The milk chocolate eaters had the lowest epicatechin levels of all.

Chocolate for Blood Pressure: Darker Is Better

What is it about dark chocolate? The answer is plant phenols -- cocoa phenols, to be exact. These compounds are known to lower blood pressure.

Chocolates made in Europe are generally richer in cocoa phenols than those made in the U.S. So if you're going to try this at home, remember: Darker is better.

Just remember to balance the calories. A 100-gram serving of Hershey's Special Dark Chocolate Bar has 531 calories, according to the U.S. Department of Agriculture. If you ate that much raw apple you'd only take in 52 calories. But then, you'd miss out on the delicious blood pressure benefit.

A hint: Don't replace healthy foods with chocolate. Most people's diets have plenty of sweets. Switch those for some chocolate if you're going to try the truffle treatment.

Also, from WebMD Medical News, learn how dark chocolate may help lower blood pressure.

haha. i hope you read this article,
i ate so much chocolate today too much of those milk chocolates haha.
hopefully i dont get that fat.
Altos lets run tmr (:

i am really sorry,
i just do not feel myself,
its this really horrible story,
i think i should just go into stealth.

i should just be all alone,
i really have no idea what it will be like at that level,
i just dont want to stay here forever, till we have grown?
but that would be too late, argh, i dont wanna be a rebel.

i just well...am not myself
argh
IN A DILEMMA yes...

this post is total bullshit.
haha.
tskkk. im quite happy lol
why do i seem so emoo haha
lol
i went shopping today it was quite funn :D haha
its so fun shopping with a parent haha.
you get all those ppl to buy for you haha.
ahwell.

smile.
why is it like so difficult to that,
just a single work
only 15 muscles or sth like that

ahwell,
hope you understood what it meant (:
i dont seem to be very happy
as you can see
haha thats my over blog shared with someone else hah.

hmmm.
theres this phrase i would like to reiterate:

Am I a part of the cure? (:
Or am I part of the disease, singing

i really wonder...
i wanna be part of the cure to help out and
not be the diseases and to infect haha.
i want to be your medicine (;
i wanna be your drug.
i want to be addicted to you (:

i think xangas quite cool.
i think blogger isnt that bad either
i think im on a high
but at least im happy haha.

lol. clocks.
oh my, its so meaningful,
hmm its in your sharing folders anyway,
go listen, its really nice. haha.



The lights go out and I can't be saved
the Tides that I tried to swim against,
Have, brought me down upon my knees
Oh I beg, I beg, and plead, singing.

Come out with things unsaid
Shoot an apple off my head
And a trouble that can't be named
And tigers waiting to be tamed, singing

You are
You are

Confusion that never stops
The closing walls and ticking clocks,
gonna, Come back and take you home
I could not stop that you now know, singing.

Come out upon my seas
the Cursed missed opportunities
Am I a part of the cure? (:
Or am I part of the disease, singing

You are
You are
You are
You are

And nothing else compares
And nothing else compares
And nothing else compares

You are
You are

[home,]
Home, where I wanted to go, [home]
Home, where I wanted to go, [home]
Home, (you...)where I wanted to go, [home] (...are)
Home, (you...)where I wanted to go, (...are)

off brandon ang and rachel lee's blog haha.

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle (what if i dont use iTunes haha)
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

If someone says "is this okay?" you say:
We Got it Going On - Bon Jovi (heh. we got it going on ehh! haha. then it would be with everyone TSKK. haha)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Petrified heart - Caedmon's Call (HMM hahah lol. a petrified heart? more of a heart that cares or sth like that :)



How do you feel today?
Summer palace - Forbidden City (WAHH haha...lol i feel happy about summer? lol...)

What is your life's purpose?
Grim Goodbye - The Red Jumpsuit apparatus (ermm...goodbye? lol like so random luh, my life's purpose is to laugh and say bye lol)



What is your motto?
Somebody Told Me - The Killers (ermm haha. to KILL! haha. listen to ppl? lol)

What do your friends think of you?
I'll let you live - Taking Back sunday (am i the killer person - from the motto as well - haha. hmm surely i dont like to kill ppl so i'll let you live x)

What do you think of your parents?
Twenty-Twenty Surgery - Taking back sunday (omg hahaha. they dont do botox or plastic alright i dont think so at least hahah, and definitely lol 20 times 20 times HMMM...)

What do you think about very often?
Worthy Worthy You are Worthy - Matt Redman (yes you are worthy...hahah)



What is 2 + 2?
Shut Up - Simple Plan (heh, my iTunes player surely doesnt like math haha)

What do you think of your best friend?
View from Heaven - Yellowcard (hey! my best friend ain't dead s/he is still alive and kicking!)



What do you think of the person you like?
Harder to Breathe - Maroon 5 (lol hahaha. hmm she makes me breathless!)

What is your life story?
Nothing but the blood - Matt Redman (omg haha, i dont kill alright shit i think they saw my true colours :0)

What do i have to tell her in my life?
Be My Escape (Acoustic) - Relient K (Im begging you, begging you, begging you to be my escape (:)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Shout it out - Planetshakers (lol IM SCREAMING, why cant you hear me? heh)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
The Hardest Part - Coldplay (ermm wahh...this relationship so hard onee! haha)



What will you dance to at your wedding?
Is it you - Cassie (erhh this is not like those shakespeare romeo and juliet plays where they where the bride thingyy haha. that thing to block the face, is it truely YOU?)



What will they play at your funeral?
Fields of grace - Darrell Evans (im truly in the fields :D hahaha)

What is your hobby/interest?
Dance Inside - The All-American Rejects (im not really a dance person though, i think tennis :D haha.)

What is your biggest fear?
Wasted - Carrie Underwood (perhaps being wasted or like not used off properly haha)

What is your biggest secret?
Set Phrases to Stun - Taking Back Sunday (heh i set phrases to stun, now then you now eh! haha)

What do you think of your friends?
Heels over Heads - Boys Like Girls (lol heh boys like girls! wahh...they surely cant make good decisions to be heels over heads haha. lol girls must really cause all the heels haha.)

DONE!
<3

dedicated to brandon for him and his beloved
dedicated for you as well

'E' stands for emo and its what im feeling now.
ARGH, i dont give a damn on relationships,
i just wanna solve all my problems, and dont tell me how?
all these freaking problems just make me wanna flip.

stop it will you?
it just hurts me a lot,
talking a lot just wont do.
argh just leave me in that small emo corner, just let me rot.

im just feeling, oh so hurt deep inside,
i just wanna cut myself make it deep,
i would rather live in all the darkness, forget about the light.
when you put my problems through a filter, everything would seep.

argh you reader, just stop reading,
i dont really care about you, not anymore,
all the times we spent together, left me in my room crying.
why does my life seem to be so bad, everything seems to be a flaw.

i cant just forget about you,
you seem to mean everything to me,
all those good memories, they well, cant seem to remove
themselves, im in a fix and i still care about thee (you).

why does life have to be so emotional?
it seems to be so ridiculous,
if only my wrist will cut it self, so much for being relational.
i cant seem to talk to you anymore, you would call me frivolous.

i miss you, i just want you to come back
to my side, you are my precious, you always will be.
please forgive me of all these patience i lack,
'E' will always be the we, in the you and me ((:

to be continued by brandon


haha. dedicated to RACHEL LEE (YOU ARE NOT FAT)

lol. hmm lets go...

Essential fat is 2-5% in men, and 10-13% in women. Storage fat consists of fat accumulation in adipose tissue, part of which protects internal organs in the chest and abdomen.

hmm haha lets seee. fats, woman are fatter than man because, of the adipose tissue haha. never heard of that before luh haha sounds so coool hmmm. havent posted like that in a while like line after line after line. hmmm. lol i got another quote...

Body mass index (BMI) is measure of body fat based on height and weight that applies to both adult men and women.

lol. hmm my bmi is like erhh 17.4 haha. lol i feel so tempted to like blog the other way hmm. lol i feel so boredd now haha. shall give one last quote before i end.

Recent studies in England have indicated that females between the ages 12 and 16 have a higher BMI than males by 1.0 kg/m² on average.

lol females are supposed to have a higher bmi than males during those ages HMM. haha, maybe i should do a project work on BMI next year lol. haha. shall stop my post here and write a poem :D

abel simeon khoo sheng wen

hahaa.
hmm im gonna miss youu class of SIMEON <3333
i guess im influenced by people to do a post like that about the class.
i really LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE our class.
somehow, i feel like changing class to 3.17 next year :D
and i really hate 3.15 D:
im gonna really miss all of you.

since my move to the back of the class,
well i was kinda more corrupted or whatever its called.
its quite fun to be corrupted anyway haha.
i have my fun at the back of the classroom.
eating, drinking, smsing, psping.
hahaha.
hmm
im gonna misssss all those times.
BUBBLES, hoong, stan, nicklaus.
awhhh.
dammit.
i wanna change my class to like do
CHEM PHYSICS?!
haha.
i dunno lorr,
i hear everybody fails physics thats why i dont wanna do it,
thats why im doing bio chem.
but still, its your friends,
im really really really gonna miss youuu. )):

awhh.
damn.
maybe i should really change my class :/
aiyahh.
whats done is done?
i dunno.
but i really cant bear to part with 2.2
ppl from the other side of the class:
BASIL! (spice boy) hahaha.

it seems to be so fast.
one year, or 3 terms rather (since i moved to the back of the class)
i really really miss all of youu.
sighh :/

so much for beating david lui or tai san,
or being 3rd or 2nd in class.
i wanna be 2nd or 1st!
damnn.
haha.
stupid luh tai san got top AGAIN.
damn haha.
at least he got third last third.

its so stupid.
i became so competitive this year.
stupid academics.
haha.
i should have never been like so on, haha.
at least i got into ip right?
but i WANNA be with my friends.
i really do.
sighh :/
so how,
change combi now is like a bit tooo late right?
sighh :/
i think im in a dilemma haha.

see how lor next year.
but must keep in contact alright?
haha. im gonna misss you guys );
how does a year freaking pass so fast.
it was just like 1.7 a while a go,
and now 2.2 has also past WHY OH WHY.
now its 3.15 (NERDS! :O)
sighh.

i wanna be where i was.
i wanna live in the past.
but that is like so impossible luh!
its just so fast.

time really does fly doesnt it?
sighh :/
everything in the world flies,
so better like cherish everything right?
what happens if like jesus comes back to earth next year or sth!

AHH.
there are like so many things i wanna do before he comes back,
back to simeon,
lets have a class outing :D
can we go outt sometime(:
puh-leaseeee. haha.
i wanna go really go out.
haha, anywhere lol.
sighh :/

i really misssss all of you ):
anyway, this class will be engraved in my mind for like, forever (:
im gonna miss everyone luh.
damn.


alright, on a lighter (or even darker or heavier) note,
martina hingis quit tennis luh.
she was accused for doping!
omg lor, a person like wouldnt dope luh,
come on please!
ITF people, if you are reading this,
SHE DID NOT DOPE!
gosh,
so sad luh,
a tennis career end like that,

what a great one luh,
winning like 5 grand slams,
at a tender, or middle rather, age of 27
to quit tennis.
dammit.
sighh :/
would she change her mind and get a third comeback(:
that would be how nice luh.

if only she wins again.
haha. but i think this year, the williams sisters really rose up,
and so did henin!
she won like 2 grandslams,
and one each for venus and serena haha.
i think they were quite good this year,
dunno what happened to venus though...
she apparently had some physical difficulty or sth,
which impairs her from taking part in the season ending championships.
ahh so sad luh
ohwell :/
nehmine,
i want kim clijsters to comeback :D
that would be how nice luh! haha.
nehmine wait for her to have her baby first lol.

hmm.
2007 would truely be a year of ups and downs.
of course a fun year.
OM and choir and all that,
ahh OM.
sighh i dont know whether i even want to do it luh.
like so few ppl i know are doing.
its so sad luh :/
i hope i enjoy myself next year,
although it will never be the same without bubbles and hoong ):
haha.

ohwells.
why am i speaking so badly of 2008
when i have not even heard seen or smelt it.
i should just give it a chance haha.

this blog post is so long haha. its been a long while since i blogged like that haha.
im probably gonna do some new year resolutions sometime haha.
and also some reflection of 2007 haha.
i hope luh.

from a special somewhere:

Second chance Tune is based on a special song.
I met you one day,
In this game called love,
It must have been a blessing,
For me from the above,
As time passed by,
We were heading towards two separate ways,
I had no idea, that this was coming,
And it hit us real bad.
At night we would start our conversation,
and people said that we were compatible.
It never ended, our talk
cause we had so much to talk about.

They said we were too young
I did believe in my mum,
And just because of that
I stopped myself from believing in
This little thing called love.
I wish I could turn back time
And tell my old self
To stop!
And believe in him,
he really is something
I wish I could turn back time
I believe in love
but I need a second chance from you
so if I ask for one, will you
open your heart again for me?
I said I believe in love
but I need a second chance from you
Please let me cover up the scars
that is still remaining
We got busy with our lives,
and we didn’t say a word
eyes glances as each other
but we weren’t as free as birds
We just lost the spark
and we continued to embark
this journey of life
Though life continued
everything around me reminded me of you
how you used to soothe
my little broken heart
with your love dart
You may think I didn’t care
You may think I never did
But all the while I was thinking
how you were doing,
and whether you were thinking about me too,
I believe in love
but I need a second chance from you
so if I ask for one, will you
open your heart again for me?
I said I believe in love
but I need a second chance from you
Please let me cover up the scars
that is still remaining
Now we’re here and I’ve got the chance
to tell you, that I really want to change myself
Will you guide me?
Will you teach me how?

I know that this will be hard
since I’ve hurt you oh so many times
and I won’t complain
even if you say no
but I just want to say,
how sorry I am
I’m willing to change for the better,for you
and I believe in love
but I need the second chance from you, from you.

---

It's really up to you, whether you want to believe what I wrote. If you do, that's great. If you don't, then just let me know. I just, want to change, and maybe take risks for someone. I know I know, we're just friends, but I was wondering whether I can be someone more special... (okay that really doesn't sound like me, but check the email address, yeah it's me.) Like, I mean, we really just lost touch. I'm sure you know what I mean. I don't want that.

One of your posts mentioned this:

isnt it so sad? couldnt things be as they were.
but changed is constant
so does it mean things couldnt be as they were?
or are things just meant to be changed?
but wouldnt it be so sad?

Another mentioned this:

isnt it a little strange when someone asks you to call,
but, the person changes her mind?

I know, there are times when I become some betraying bitch but I don't want things to change. I don't, I want to remain as who we were. Just like when we were sec1s minus all the arguments. It is sad, that some things are meant to be changed, but not us.

Second chance, please?
(:

p/s i'll make sure i'll smile for you everyday ;D

YES! :D

alone i suffered,
but i hope you'd come father!
where were you GOD?
had you no HEART, O LORD!

ahh haven.
hmm.
memories.

one year ago;;

ALTO PARTY.
halloween partyy.
it was so fun.
lets wait for the ermm ALTO PARTY II
at the end of the year :D
hmm ah well.

quite upset today :/
was really pissed offf.
i wanted to buy a cd.
but mum said must use your own money )):
im saving up alright
i want an iPhone ):

love all serve all,
lean on him
he will never let you fall,
lean not on your own understanding,
have faith in our God,
cause he will never let you fall.


relationships, between parent and child or friendships.
they can be just broken off so easily
they could also be like marriages, courtships.
sometimes, people cannot take it and they want to break free.

i wish that relationships would last forever.
i want them to be endless.
i hope they will not end now, not ever.
i long for them to be whole and worthy, never worthless.

somehow, they do not seem to last,
there may be hiccups here and there,
i pray for them never to be like iron, never to rust.
somehow, hoping for them never to be bare.

why are relationships so short?
why do they seem to end so quickly?
maybe people do they risks, maybe they give it a shot.
but just because of a small misunderstanding they give up miserably.

relationships between families are infinite.
we may face tribulatioins and trials,
and the end of our tunnel, theres always a certain light.
we may seem so far apart, maybe even a thousand miles.

these distances will eventually be reduced.
and we will be re-united time and time again.
the euphoria, the peace we feel,
will forever be instilled in our memory lane.

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