Monday, April 28, 2008
throwing my dreams,
catching the stars.
smiling and gleaming,
day to dusk.
looking all those
things flying so freely,
it's where i wanna be.
ever so happy,
never so weary.
letting go of almost everything,
feeling of happiness it'd bring.
never to be committed,
studies and me
never fitted.
it and me.
we could never be.
never,
not even for one second.
never,
we were
NOT meant to be,
cant you see?
studying,
what on earth does it bring?
WOW, knowing
y=mx+c,
all those freaking co-ordinate geometry.
or logs,
which just c-log your brain up D:
this is so frustrating,
MAN.
exams?
NO WAY.
happy yet,
Thursday, April 17, 2008
hmm, its so challenging,
a walk through life,
certainly isn't a downhill stride.
an uphill hike,
___________________________
i dont want to do work,
I DONT WANT TO DO WORK
I DONT WANT TO DO WORK
but i shall D:
BOOOH!
a tear of joy,
to combat,
the tear of fury.
WEIRD;;
IM HIGH. :D
JOEL YAP IS FEELING HIGH
i miss 2.2
hmphhh.
i wish life could be 2.2 all the way
loved the ppl inside D:
well, this year, is different
got some nice people,
some, well,
unfriendly ones.
bubbles! BESTIE!!!
hoong!
amos
baldie
chongker
mingkang
CAT! hahah
jerome.
nong!
rawrrrrr.
everybody D:
stop reminiscing
and START studying.
why hang on to the past when it hangs on to itself,
focus on your studies, where nobody is hanging on to them.
struggling,
they need to be resuscitated.
and im the only one who can revive them.
live is not over yet :D
of course not, you silly
GO STUDY JOEL YAP
bi-OH-low-GEEE
or be-HOLD-low geeeee!
SUPERSTITION!
superstitous?
super
stitches
OM-G :D
:D
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
okay this shall be a happy but damn random post haha. i think i screwed up my individual oral presentation, i was totally unprepared for it luh, i think i was supposed to run through it once but i did not D: how agonizing was that. next time i should PRAY, gain all my confidence and eradicate all my nerves. sounds so easy said right? but in reality it is not.
STAGE FRIGHT? i never had that before, why did i suddenly get it? NO cannot! im gonna have to become damn talkative. and crayyyzheee xD hahaha. SHOULDSHOULDSHOULD! i must make sure that it does come to past hopefully :D haha. WHERES THE EGO DUDE! ha. alright.
IM SUPPOSED TO BE DOING SOME BIO NOTES. but wth. i dont really give a damnn yo! who cares! haha. it's just bio, it was just my best subject, until i started screwing bio up :/ very saddening! from one of your best subjects, into your worst? ever got that possible? i dont think its like very possibly right? nehmine.
THIS TERM. bio is gonna change, my sciences are gonna (BETTER) improve haha. lets recite what i learnt from chem last night :D
HMM:
soluble/insoluble salts
nitrates all soluble
sulphate all soluble except Copper, Lead, Barium
chlorides all soluble except Silver Mercury Lead
carbonates all soluble except Sodium Potassium Ammonium
oxides/hydroxides all soluble except Sodium Potassium Ammonium Barium Calcium
I THINK I GOT IT RIGHT!
hah mugging does help, but hope it does stay in my mind. and hope i did not screw the chem test up today :/ haha nehmine luh its not counted. MIDYEAARS. im gonna slaughter you! maybe i should have some goal thing again :D hahaha. i always say that, dont i! okayokay, here goes!
Lang Arts 80, 7 - hopefully :D
Chinese 70, 6 - i must work hard bleahh :/
Core Math 85, 7
Adv Math 85, 7
Chemistry 80, 7
Biology 70, 6 -hopefully at least a pass :D hahaha
IHS 80, 7
History 80, 7
Art 70, 6
IM MOST UNCONFIDENT FOR:
chinese, bio.
which means i should start working now hahaha.
alright goodbye :D
smile (:
Saturday, April 05, 2008
hello there,
i know you aren't happy,
and unhappy D:
without a moment to spare.
struggling in the
coffinwith all your troubles,
your
sins.
its so difficult,
its so challenging,
its so
distractingwe believe,
and it will be done.
we just need to.
wha'er we go through,
God will be there too.
because he loves,
that we may love.
his love that surpasses all understanding
has come upon me.
and i do hope,
it will come upon you (:
hey david (:
Friday, April 04, 2008
hello there.
wonder if you would read this message (:
but whatever you do,
remember your life is not just yours,
but its, like, God's.
especially in romans 12:1
when we were told to offer our bodies as living sacrifices right?
i know you are stressed,
i think everyone is.
you know how crazheee IP life can be from Express.
i know your art too, something you put you heart into,
can sometimes be just disappearing ):
its very upsetting i know,
my art is like shit now too D:
not like it was good int he first place
but because of you,
it improved.
all because of you (:
thanks you know :]
haha,
it definitely was so great having you as my "mentor"
and sometimes, studying too,
remember you gayed tai san while i studied last year
all those fun times (:
how awesome 2.2 was :D
dont take your life awayi know you are like very depressed,
you are very sad,
HANG ON (:
GOD is gonna be on your side,
when all hope is gone,
turn to Him.
He is the Alpha and the Omega.
the beginning (the one who gave you life)
and the end (the one who takes it away)
note that HE is the one who takes your life away.
NOT yourself.
quite sad yknow D:
Jesus will be there for us no matter what.
we just need to turn to him (:
if you need anything you can just give me a call alright!
as far as i can, i will try to help you (:
cant wait for you to be in my class.
its gonna be so fun with you alright.
i cant wait (:
HANG ON THERE DAVID LUI.
WE LOVE YOU :D
CRESCENT INVEST :D
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
HELLO PEEEPS.
i have not posted like proper posts in a million years.
CONGRATS KANA!
CRESCENT PRESIDENT OF STUDENT COUNCIL :D
so cool la.
looking back two years ago,
how you grew from a vice-chairperson,
to a chairperson,
then like to become part of student council
and finally EXCO,
and president.
woahh (:
its so interesting and exciting to see someone grow,
especially someone close to you,
or who was close :D
haha.
hmmm. the invest quite interesting.
and the sashaying part was COOL :D
haha. never thought an invest could be so un-tensed like.
and like their pledge does not need to be memorised (:
so cool xD
normally it would be so much more complicated lol.
ahh.
no benediction and all,
a pity,
if only God was there.
its so different in a non christian school
cant stand it D:
haha.
they SHOULD have included God lol!
or like
God bless,
or anything like that ):
made me feel like something was missing.
today I SAW:
1. KANA
2. NAT AND SHEENA! (took so long to find you all lol should have done something crazier)
3. Aloycia
4. XiMian and Ariel (GREAT GUIDES :D haha doubt you will see this, but thanks a lot (: you guys were awesome. sorry for taking up like so much time of your lives doing the photographs and all that)
at crescent----------------------------------------------------
comradeship,
between Stanhope and Raleigh.
not merely friendship,
i would say.
drinking, alcoholism
fear, pessimism
the play seems to be trapped,
impressions being wrecked.
yet, tucking in
all the trouble he's been.
he shows much care,
for his "son" at that lair
Osborne sacrifices his life,
for a worthy cause,
which might land him a lost.
Captain Dennis Stanhope,
gave up his bed at an expense,
for comfort of his "uncle", he'd cope.
They wonder what on earth
they'd do without each other,
since the birth
of camp, to grow and go through another.
The
awkward silence
they face.
Sherriff would create suspense,
to the atmosphere, already tense.
Yet, he brings out camaraderie,
through actions, and words they say.
we can see their car and concern,
surely there's much to learn.