meaningful
Thursday, August 30, 2007
as the clock ticks, where my fate lies is where my heart seeks.
suspense?
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
no suspended. im going to get supended for one day sighh.
i dunno luh arghh! i cant find my prefect badge sighh this is quite irritating.
i still havent found my prefect badge leh!
im surely goignto be damn screwed sighhh oh welll.
sighh okay. nehmine, its over.
lets see.
i got into ip! haha. yay! apparently like last year i was like so excited so interested on getting into ip haha. and i think i still am haha. its going to be quite fun going with like:
abel hoong david lui junyu beetat taisan...(not that fun maybe)
lol haha.
i hope nong comes along as well though, i hope he doesnt leave singapore next year.
its really gonna be quite sad him leaving well. haha.
hes a really nice guy lol. hope you dont leave =P
haha.
feel quite sad.
i dont want to be suspended.
ruins my chances of getting into whatsoever post luh. arghh.
its just so freaking irritating luh. why am i so careless one?
not being able to find things or just leave things at a place, then cannot find!
tsktsk. damn irritating lor. pfft.
quite upset.
i have NO IDEA where to find my badge.
if anyone reads this, please help?
I NEED A COLLAR PIN!Labels: rants
arghh
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
WHY DO I KEEP ON LOSING THINGS?
esp things which are like damn impt to me. i lost my prefect collar pin! arghh, can really die sighh. cant stand it anymore!
andand.
I GOT INTO INTEGRATED PROGRAMME :D
SUPPOSED TO LIKE IT HAHA. WELL.
cant stand it anymore! i hope i can find it.
so stupid its killing me.
spoil my day luh. got second in class some more
got arghh.
not in the mood to say anything. well.
stupidresults.
Monday, August 27, 2007
okay. fine.
i shouldnt post about the above topic.
"OVERACHIEVER! OVERACHIEVER!"
LOL
shouldnt be called that. lol.
okay this shall be a happy post :)
DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE BELOW THE AGE OF..12! THERE ARE SOME SEXUAL CONNOTATIONS! :S
NOT BY ME...MR YAP (ANOTHER ONE)
i hope.
feel a little bit emo lol.
in class ........................happened.
i thought i should have got a 19/20 instead of 18.
pfft.
NEHMINE ITS OVER.
now EOY.
haha. its like in onemonth lehh.
haha. like so fast! sighhh
like its so freaking fast must study like shit haha.
omg lor. my friend sending me songs taking foreverrrr!
><><. like nothing to blog about lol. omg SHEENA! or arya! haha. "JOEL IS SUCH A GEEK!" wahh. totally wrong lor. come on.... i am like so not a geek lor haha. i am very un geekish. if theres such a word. im like super bad behaved in class lor! i am like....... hahah. ppl in my class know
the most corrupt prefect in 2.2 hahadont say i dont have a life. lol.
but geek lol. i know you are just freaking jealous of my BIG BRAINS :D
haha. i am so smart. lol.
OMG. that is so
emo ego haha.
when im not emo im ego lol
super random lor haha.
this is just a freaking hyper post lol driven by my hyper-activeness. haha.
OH YEAH.
there was this random game last week the teacher (chinese) played last friday.
we were supposed to like guess the name of ppl luh
so aloysius' chinese name was:
lan zao yingand then amos, well being amos said:
LAN JIAO YING!
hahahah.
omg lor. that was so mean haha.
but it was damn funny lol.
also got another joke.
mr yap was damn funny in class luh haha.
he said today,"there was this teacher in my previous school. her name was ms. chee. when they left school they would say 'miss chee bye!' "
omg haha.
GEDDIT?
damn lame right haha.
but super funny lor. i was laughing my heart out haha.
thenthen got another one about a 12 inch pianist. then the genie had a hearing problem so it became....12 inch p...nis haha.
THIS IS SUCH A PERVERTIC POST! haha.
dont read if you are under 12!
émotif
Thursday, August 23, 2007
émotif is french for
EMO and that is what i am feeling now!
arghh. i just feel so pissed luh. with everyone especially ...
omg luh. today was so
fucking screwed up sighh. cant stand it pfft.
dammit. okay.
so i woke up at around 640 today.
was not really late rushed and all that.
got showered, still ontime.
but got pissed with maid ohwell. shes not really at fault luh shes helping me do sth somemore eh.
(i asked her to help me paint my berms black cause if not i would get screwed and suspended from becoming a prefect)
so usually she would do it the night before but today she did it i think just a few mins earlier and like there was
PAINT all over luh.
so like my hands were so dirty and then it caused my shirt to be dirty as well luh haha.
so well...was quite pissed off and couldnt stand the stains all over me.
there was like swimming today so i had to -last minute- pack all my stuff like trunks goggles etc. and then also had to bring like
number 4 as well luh. so like it was quite late luh. then couldnt find my wallet when i think it was in my pants. ohwell.
so like all these caused me to only be like
slightly LATE luh. but wth.
MY FATHER LEFT WITHOUT ME ON THE CAR!
was like damn fucking pissed already luh. couldnt really stand it >< style="font-size:85%;">would that really make any difference?
come on luh GAHHHH!
i feel like leaving house again although the last time i didnt really leave home luh.
but still luh pleaseeee! argh.
you just want to laugh at me being late right?
want to see me fall?
like a devil sticking his trident out waiting for somebody to trip.
maybe some part in you was just a devil?
(p.s. i havent really had a decent with my father YET. he screamed at me just now. dont feel like taking car with him anymore just go to sch by myself things would be so much easier for you right? tsktsk. )
i just want to leave this world and disappear from the face of the world and act like i never existed.
so it was 7:12 then,
if i had taken any public transport i would definitely like be really late luh.
so like had to walk!
(ironically, walking is the fastest way)
haha. so like i rushed and walked or like strolled as fast as i could.
and cursed and swear-ed as i walked. really couldnt take it anymore.
i felt so emo. i felt so pissed.
and i was like hugging on to my horrible plastic bag with my useless number 4.
argh. IMT was such a waste of time.
i couldnt stand it anymore. i somehow
wished i was dead. that i would be knocked down by a car and then die or like just slip and roll down a hill.
was reallyreally emo luh.
couldnt stand it eh.
so anyway, just walked as quickly as i could.
then eventually i managed to reach the mrt station.
i just took out my shoes and wore my socks as i had really no time to wear them at home. i was rushing all for you, yet i doubt you saw that in me.
ohwell. so i just basically rushed a lot luh.
and at 7:25 i was still waiting for the bus.
hoping and praying that it would come reallyreally soon.
after wearing my socks and praying.
THE BUS FINALLY ARRIVED!
like thank God luh! haha.
so i rushed into the 166 behind a long queue of after latecomers.
i was so scared! i was didnt want to be late! and some more i am a prefect leh! how can a prefect be late?
yeah luh i was really scared :/ hoped that i would be able to get off the bus on time.
and guess what happened when i left the bus?
there was a freaking red light luh!
read man. sighh what to do?
be late or jay walk? so i just jaywalked luh.
or jayran. haha.
ran as fast as i can.
and then i saw cherems and douglas (prefects and student councillors) saying that theres hope you wont be late if you run! so i was like just run and run.
i walk like omg. thank God. at least i WASN'T LATE!
haha. was really like thankful that i was late late if not i would really be damn upset with myself.
but the next step was even more challenging. getting past the dp luh.
omg it was damn freaking scary lor. cause i still needed to get pass to my duty spot.
then i saw the dp walking ard. so scared luh
i was like a mouse running away from a cat.
lol no offense gideon! hahaha.
lol yeah so i was freaking scared.
really needed to walk past.
so i just walked behind him.
ANDAND. while i passed the staircase, i bumped into peiyi and daniel yee (good thing they didnt see me or else i would really get screwed luh haha cause theyre like super on prefects haha)
so i just dugged down and (still holding my bag with me)
and scurried forward.
i just put my stuff behind a pillar,
and my shirt being reallyreally dirty,
i just looked as if i was doing some patrolling duty.
and then i guess i passed off.
haha. then i think the dp went to the toilet then i quickly just dumped my stuff behind a wall and quickly ran up to the duty ppl. haha. i think wait, THOUGHT i was okay.
but to my surprise, no i wasnt. i had like left my stuff behind the wall. then i saw the dp talk to the two admin heads about sth,
and somemore in front of my bag eh!
i thought my bag had like a certain problem or sth like tt luh.
so i quickly walked pass to the other side of the corridor. phew. haha.
then i asked them if they checked toilets then ask them to check again haha.
so i sort of like got away with it!
lol.
but in the end during uniform check i got caught by OSTRICH wait EMU about my hair lor.
its not freaking long lor. comeon! stop being such an idiot. my sideburns are barely touching my ears luh no need so pms right.
so i got caught still well.
heck luh i dont really give a damn anymore.
so that was pretty much today.
yesterday i like screwed pledge up haha.
and i was like over-ly enthu haha.
like said it with alll the sheng diao and so clear! haha.
then the ups and downs as well
i sounded like a freaking chinese scholar or an idiot! haha.
haha. well. i screwed up some part of the pledge infront of well 3200 ppl.
tell me not to feel embarrassed luh ohwell. haha.
at least i got over it.
that was such a long post i think haha. 1209 words! another long post!
Labels: rants
dinner was such a success!
Friday, August 17, 2007
omg. this is joelyap blogging haha.
thanks gabriel with the last post.
it has really been such a hectic week these past few days.
have been struggling with so much stuff.
especially class tests. can die luh :/
i mean if you dont want to do well obviously, its so stressfree and relaxed.
but when you are aiming for top two positions in class of course you have to "chiong ah!"
haha.
anyway, just had a good chat with dominic some pri sch friend.
really great like catching up with ppl you like havent seen a long or talk to for a long time, feels nice finding out how they are doing. haha.
so anyway,
had 3 tests this week
lit
geog
lifescience
like omg lor, all these subject like all mugger subjs!
so like had to mug, stay up late till like 12 plus for lit and geog and wake up slightly earlier this wekk. had been getting really little sleep ><
so sad luhh.
so i think geog was like the best luh! yay! the first two questions, i never study leh! or never mug probably overlooked it and like thought that it would probably never come out. haha. but they did luh so i just wrote what i rmbed haha. omg lor, i helped nishad with the meaning or like randomly tested him this meaning and it came out haha. how lucky for him lor and how sway of me haha. more competitors! -.- haha imagine if i get a hundred for geog...
then life science, i nearly thought of giving up alrightt! i really thought i was super screwed and def do badly one! was like 12 plus i still couldnt understand the freaking transport of plants haha. wasnt in class when eughee taught the chapter some more! and had really little idea what it was about. all those funny words and their meanings. i was like super blanked out. at the point of time, i just taught. aiya. give up luh. you cant get top two luh.
i cant stand giving up. it signifies
defeat which of course is sth tt ppl do not want to go through. must have perserverance so well i just continued till about 1 plus haha. and finally couldnt take it and slept haha. set alarm originally at 5 o clock for the next day then after that the following morning couldnt wake up >< so in the i woke up at around 540 haha.
super long para! havent blogged so long for since i dunno when luh! haha. in the end i managed to cover the chapter of plants and fully understand it! yay! thank god luh at least i finally had a single clue what was going on haha. then like around 7, reached school! haha. fortunately like it was during contact time that we actually found out about some stuff to be cancelled
AND THANK GOD! there was
no assembly i was damn freaking happy luh! could finally study at ease, and not like hide when you study during duty (which i tried to do nowadays alright. i have stopped since last term haha.) shh...i heard davidlui puts his notes into his blackboook and studies ahha. look at what desperate ppl do!
(now i know why i got beaten by him last term HAHA. really stupid had so many things on, this year is so stressful) haha.
anyway, after sch today, i tell you it was super hectic luh! haha. had to rush from one place to another. oh shit. greg lims lesson! i missed it. arghh. i think hes quite good a teacher just tt ppl dont really give him much respect in his teaching luh haha. thats why like he is what ppl deem as not such a really good teacher. they dont give him the respect and like even some ppl playing games in class (im not saying names!) haha. anyway, i had to like rush to collect my photocopied notes but like since it was taking really forever to collect, i decided to change out into cerems first as i had like the netball duty. haha. so like i thought it would have taken forever luh to like photocopy the stuff, but in the end i actually managed to collect my stuff hah xD
the asean netball duty at toa payoh was quite cool luh! we were like divided into three groups. haha the taller, or supposedly taller ppl would be like doing ushering (haha maybe cuz the netballers were damn tall! hah) then ppl to do the prize table and some ushering. so my job was like at the prize table. sounds like the slackest right? haha. it actually is luh but like if you screw up or sth, the whole singapore or at least all those officials and stuff will know tt you did something wrong haha. gabriel (a diff one) and i came up with a weird hypothesis. haha. should you accidentally make the prizes drop or sth like then you accidentally drop it on guest of honour then after that goh gets a head concussion or sth random like that haha. quite funny luh. so anyway, like duty supposedly started at 235 but like were there at 1 so like we wasted quite a lot of time, when i could have been in class listening to greg lim talk about next mondays test. oh yeah mondays history! i feel so sad luh! haha. so deprived of history. lol. anyway, some ppl decided to stay for like a while more to actually watch the real match haha. so singapore was like up against brunei, haha. i thought it would be a close contest until the end result luh! 100 -7 haha. like so bad the ppl from brunei so demoralizing. i would have cried if i were one of them haha. just feel so sad for them lor!
so then after that there was prefect dinner. which was an absolute success thanks to douggie and his team :) it was reallyreally good :D one of the best dinners although i have been in this sch for like only 2 years or so, it was really quite fun except for the technical blunders haha. we understand lol, prolly no mr ppl here lol. hahaha. i feel like so called emoing a little bit now so like please bear with me. haha. sooo....
i dunno luh actually whether anyone is at fault or anything like that but like i have like really got to know my seniors well, either that they arent really that open or anything like that bad, i mean i just dont really know them well, for some of them, i dont even know their names luh! i really feel that it is quite sad, about one board and unity and all those things but then we are even really united in the first place. we dont even know each other well enough. so i like only close to those ppl who like i really have worked with before like for example omers luh, like henry rene isaac etc. but like those kinda like a little quiet ppl i dont really know which is really quite sad luh. i think like getting to know each other, so you getting to learn how to build your friendship and all that between one another better, rather than not even finding out his name. is it not useless knowing what the persons interests are and what he likes to do but you do not know his name? makes little sense right? haha.
wow. 1270 words maximum i have wrote in this term haha. all my posts are like damn freaking short luh! haha. xD shall end of with a phrase
when the last plant leavesand you cry for mewhen you lie awakethen i am gone
Date line (I am gone) Yellowcard Paperwalls
Saturday, August 11, 2007
okay here's a quick note from the owner saying..
he had a fun holiday in bintan. met his friend and played with him.. whahahaha :x\and desperately needa study. and POISONDON IS UBER COOL!.. ( like duhh) lol hahaha..
anyway his mom is sick too :( sigh* hopes mummy gets well huh?
this is gabriel. signing off. LOL!
FIGHTING yellowcard
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
Said I'd move on and I'd leave it alone
But before I walk out there's something that I need you to know
I got lost in a blink of an eye
And I can never get back
No I never got back
You were not there when I wanted to say
That you were everything right and it wasn't even me to change
Now I got to go there alone
But I will never give up
No I'll never give up
What am I fighting for?
There must be something more
For all these words I sing
Do you feel anything?
Said I'm okay but I know how to lie
You were all that I had
You were delicate and hard to find
Got lost in the back of my mind
And I can never get back
No, I never got back
You were not there when I needed to say
I hit the bottom so fast
That my head was spinning around for days
Now I got to go there alone
But I will never give up
No I will never give up
What am I fighting for?
There must be something more
For all these words I sing
Do you feel anything?
What am I fighting for?
What am I fighting for?
Never give up, on this [x4]
Said I'm okay, but I know how to lie
I will never give up
No I'll never give up
What am I fighting for?
There must be something more
For all these words I sing
Do you feel anything?
What am I fighting for? (No, I'm never going to give up, give up)
What am I fighting for? (No, I'm never going to give up, give up)
Said that I'd fight for the one that I found
I'm going to stay here while I wait for you to come around
I'll fight, you're apart of me now
And I will never give up
No I'll never give up
Labels: songs
STUDYPOST xD
super random haha.
i like finally changed my skin haha.
lol. i feel so sad! my cbox is like quite screwed.
and im quite screwed.
STUDIES!
dammit. okay target setting!
1st week:
eng 25/30 83.33% (got results back)
art destinction haha. maybe 80% but how high a destinction lol?
2nd week:
chinese 78% hopefully?
physical science 75% and im happy haha.
3rd week:
lit 85%
is it even possible?geog 85%
and im contented.life science 80%
hopefully!4th week:
maths 80%
im aiming high this time!history 80%
ive been kinda absent from gregs classaverage: 80.77?
sighh. must do well haha.
this random, sudden urge.
but if i get 80.77, i might only get second in class.
must beat tai san haha.
so competitive.
so i better get back to geog.
my lits quite screwed.
have to read and read and read the story
then do my analysis
tmr (wed) lit analysis
thurs not in singapore x( life science?
friday not in singapore geog
sat still not in singapore read lit, continue analysis, life science
sun lifesci/geog
monday lit!
tuesday
lit exam/geog!
wednesday geog
thursday
geog exam/life science
friday
life science exam WOAH.
thats like so freaking fast luh omg. haha
must study 4 hours a day! haha.
really have to x(
ohwell.
i better finish my geog notes
checklist:
geog notes
lit analysis
read lit book (again)
go through life science!i <3 yellowcard paper walls!
Labels: study
Monday, August 06, 2007
shit blogger cut my post >< there was a prefects part to be inserted there ohwell. sighh. im really uncommited x(
le plus parfait
thinking back.
my blog had changed my address. like so many times haha.
originally i think it was thir-teen
then it transformed to like err...le-plus-parfait
which i still think was like the coolest title
and now strayingaway
but still, i think change is the only constant.
so i might well...change again haha.
my blog has died numerous times,
and like i kinda gave up on it for a while,
just thought that i wasted my time blogging,
but actually, it was quite cool keeping a journal or like a diary of what you do
i think honestly, no offense cheyenne, the blog skin really quite emo
red, orange, black. love?
oh yeah i forgot.
HAPPYBIRTHDAYSTANTHEMAN!so anyway, getting back to the topic.
i usually try not to write my stuff about love?
hahha. love.
should change myskin.
but come to think of it its quite nice. haha.
omg, not making sense >< style="font-weight: bold;">ill now sighh.
like down with a flu and feel quite guilty haha.
sorry stan i think i spread some of my germs to you.
tmrs er cross country haha.
yay im excused tmr :D haha. lol.
cause im in NCCSEA GOH.
oh yeah
nccsea im quite screwed havent attended many practices hope i still know how to march ahhaa.
national day coming up.
ad im not in singapore! going to bintan haha.
shall post sometime again.