throat infection ):
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Laryngitis
The following self-care steps may relieve the symptoms of laryngitis and reduce strain on your voice:
- Moisten your throat. Try sucking on lozenges, gargling with salt water or chewing a piece of gum.
- Use a humidifier. Keep the air throughout your home moist.
- Avoid talking or singing too loudly or for too long. If you need to speak before large groups, try to use a microphone or megaphone.
- Give your voice a break. Rest your voice when possible.
- Seek voice training. Consider this if you're a singer or if your voice quality is important.
- Avoid whispering. This puts even more strain on your voice than does normal speech.
BOOO.
IM FALLING SICK >.<
STUPID THROAT ARGHHH.
LONG DAYYY!
Saturday, October 27, 2007
hmmm ytd i had school (the last day)
i really miss 2.2
ahh, damn,
all these nice ppl,
we were transferring songs etc,
stuffs like that.
ohwell.
i wanna go express.i wanna be with my
friendswhats life without friends?
so bad yuckk.
ahwell,
i got
NICKLAUS ONG
STANISLAUS LOW
BENJAMIN MOK
in my class that is,
ahhh,
i miss BUBBLES >.<
i miss HOONG>.<
i just want my old class back :/
unless i change subj combi to be with my friends(:
ahhh i dunno luhhh.
heck,
i will just stick with this stinking combi.
ahh damn.
with nerds in my class,
its damn quiet alright.
i wonder how im even going to (TRY) to top the class
or at least get 2nd or 3rd.
i must start studying on a consistent basis,
like one hour consistently.
dammit,
why am i alr feeling so competitive.
hmmm moving on.
i had NCCSEA.
well we had this SUPERSUPERLONG
theory thingum.
i cant stand it
there is so much to studyyyy.
all those buoy stuff.
and the rules of the road,
i think im gonna fail)):
damnn.
then anyway, the second part of the test is like bends and hitches
where i THINK im not that bad,
i hope sooo luhhh ><
hopefully can pass or get like 50 %
ahh,
anyway,
after that i went home,
then after that i had like ermm,
SLEEP,
cause of the night walk haha.
the NIGHTWALK was quite fun.
i had like walked from dover road all the way to east coast park,
through orchard road, nicoll highway,
geylang, tanjong katong.
haha.
geylang is damnnn freaky i tell you,
there was this whole like of ______ standing in a line,
waiting for ______ to patronise them.
EEK.
this didnt happen at just one hotel alright,
it happened at a number of hotels haha.
anyway, slightly before that,
at around 3 am,
i felt hyper, strangely,
was really happy,
screaming around and all that,
clapping randomly,
go ask ROBIN,
it was fun talking to you the whole way! hahai felt damn tired going through geylang,
after geylang,
just couldnt stand it anymore,
i didnt want to quit
but i was feeling tired :/
in the end i persevered
and eventually reached the destination,
WE WERE SO HAPPY :D
WE GOT THROUGH 20 OVER KM WALK!
IN LESS THAN 8 HOURS! XD
anyway,
we stinked macdonalds up haha.
anyway, we played BIGTWO and BRIDGE there
with jeremy, azriel, chester.
was damn irritating, azriel had the beginner or so called beginner's luck,
haha, his cards were like damn niceeee.
haha.
after that, i went homee on taxi :D
damn expensive though :/
cost like 15dollars,
then i slept in the cab a bit.
and then i reached home showered, then konked out.
damn tired luh.
OHOH, and i set my alarm clock till 745!
and then guess what happened?
i dunno how it happened,
but i set the alarm for the day after (sunday)
so i was like SHIT. die alrrr.
cause douggie called my home and i was like CRAP,
totally dead,
fortunately he said just be there by 9,
so i think i arrived around there.
slightly late though.
MS LIM IS SO GOOD!
shes quite funny as well,
she has quite a good sense of humour
but she can be fierce at times as well.
my voice is cracking, its screwing up, it just cracks occasionally, argh.so anyway,
i had prefects after that,
was damnnn stoned haha.
it was some event where scgs won evetually haha.
we lost yknow!
SO SADD!
haha. anyway, this was pretty much ytd and today!
ARGHH.
Thursday, October 25, 2007
DAMMIT. arghh
why is life like shit.
i need to rest.
damn.
pheeking screwed up.
cheerup bran(:
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
this blogpost is dedicated to my dearest friends who didnt make it to council.
brandon, douglas, gabriel.heyyy.
cheer up alrightt?
its really sad that you all didnt get into council,
esp brandon(:
you seemed to be so happy for being...
you were smiling and i guess happy-go-lucky.
but noww, you are probably a changed person being so emo and all,
rather upset, rather sad.
probably really angry about some other people for not being in council.
aiyahhh.
people do have bad days (maybe yours are just in this period of time :/)
sighh.
your sunshine WILL come soon,
its just near the end of the tunnel,
just need to travel that short distance,
and i trust you will reach it,
no matter how much it takes,
always remember that theres someone else running this, never ending race with you!
God will always be there by your side,
no matter rain or shine (:
you always, have your families and friends,
although our parents or siblings may seeem to be quite useless at giving advise,
maybe you could just speak to them(:
they should give advise as well,
not forgetting well, ME! haha, i will always be there for youuu (:
and and, always remember, how much you wanna give up,
God has his
special plan for you.
you arent the only one alright?
i feel a small tinge of it as well,
having somee super "buff" guy replacing you,
for NOT EVEN COMING TO SCHOOL TODAY.
arghhh
the world doesnt make sense anymore,
whatttt?
RESULTS,
is that it seriously?
does it mean that IM SMART,
and have LITTLE OR ZERO LEADERSHIP SKILLS
mean that i can AUTOMATICALLY get into council?
then what?
i have much leadership potential(:
but i have well bad results..
does it mean, because of his bad merit): he cant get into coucil?
it really saddens be what our world has come to...
arghhhh.
they just look at the outward appeance,
the marks.
they dont look at what you have done for the school.
what you have done for the board,
they dont even look at your heart
how enthusiastic you are,
how on you are,
for all those student activity thingies.
or like stomp, prefects senior dinner,
they went so well.
but, they had to look at the academic factor.really, all of you are good in your own ways,
you all have the leadership qualities,
indeed you are admired by your peers (:
dont let all these obstruct where you can be tomorrow,
its just part and parcel of life,
all of you certainly have a bright future with God moulding your path :D
take care alright? im sure you will do well in the future.
2.2
Monday, October 22, 2007
i love you two point two <3
i love every single one of you.
you have been such a great class.
the memories in my mind will forever last.
at the beginning of the year at OEP,
we had such great fun, between you and me.
all those times in the bus and in the hotel,
those i will not forget, and will keep in memories well.
those days with mr song as our maths teacher,
seem so recent, when we made fun of him,
which could never have been screechier.
all the memories are everlasting, just like the rim (of the wheel)
i still recall the massive turnover rate of maths teachers in term three,
when we would occasionally have our own time and be so free.
mr heng and mr yeo, thanks for being able to allow us to understand
theorems, and not like ms ____ who gave us equations, damn.
the final maths teacher, mr yong,
had been the final one, the we longed
for, we needed to have a permanent one,
you had been quite a serious one, not much fun.
(irony was that maths was my best subject in final years- i got 88 ><)this class, i will definitely miss,
even those "nerds" and "freaks", oh the list is too long to list.
all of you will have a special place in my heart,
the memories will neither decay nor rot.
Labels: literary works
its been awhile.
Sunday, October 21, 2007
uevoli
hey. its been awhile.
although its like, only one week ago,
its seem to be quite a long time ago.
wellll....
hmm i kinda misss it ><
lets do it sometime again?
oneyearback
i really miss those times, are frequent calls,
talking really often,
being really close and all that,
ahhwelll.
although we've been like trying to make things happen,
lets try a bit harder alrightt?
maybeee talk more often?
><
EXODUS2007
Saturday, October 20, 2007
it was so funnn haha.
duty was quite boring though haha.
i was with jon tang, doing some internal security haha.
hes actually quite a nice person lol.
did kinda really some lame stuff and all that ><
tskkk.
but it was still, nevertheless, quite funn.
after that, i sat with calvin ying haha.
hes also a really cool person :D
haha. its so sad i dont know my sec 2 batch of prefects well haha.
i should make it a point to know them betterhaha.
the band played quite a number of songs.
the started of with.
(acs band)jump around
i so hate consequences
be my escape
what the world will never take
(the truthmin)welcome to my life
bad day
(and two other songs i never ehard of)
(the soncicfest)
i dont really know that songs they sang,
but they are really good :D
really enjoyed myself haha.
got kinda pissed in the enddue to *^&*() reason.
GOT DC TMR.
bleah.
also have VIVO thingy.
and jie jie eunice's birthday :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE (:
change.
change is a constant
something intangible we cannot escape
although we may think it is distant,
it is actually like a certain tape.
when we listen to a piece of
music each time,
we always hear a different tune.
change is constant, and it plays a different rhyme.
ignorance does not mean we are immune.
having no change is like living in a world of similarity,
where nothing new appears.
this world is full of familiarity,
everything is constant and change disappears.
change is inevitable, we cannot prevent things from happening,
the only option left is to
deal with it face to face.
even though it might not mean a thing
to you, change may still tie you down and make you in a furious haste.
Labels: literary works
results.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
results are merely just two digit, or three digits
they do not symbolize much,
its seems to be mainly midgits,
who would compare - those numbers at large.
results, do not really mean a thing,
it is only an indicator whether you studied.
unlike a ring
which truly has symbolism indeed.
failing a paper, does it prove anything, seriously?
maybe that
49 might seem to be so close to a pass,
yet you still miss that score by must that
1 miserably.
should you have got that
1 more, how long would it actually last?
passing a paper, by so small a margin
can be very upsetting at times.
especially when it pulls down your overall if can you imagine.
think about it, is it all to that that rhymes?
results, are not all to life,
that are so many greater things to that.
exams should never make you lose your direction, causing a nosedive.
seemingly like the pilot, allow the nose dip he must not let.
crashing would be the next logical consequence,
bringing what you had down the drain.
life is like a wining road with many turns
where there is happiness and pain.
on the other hand, optimistically take it step by step
one by one, slowly but surely, in your stride.
think of it like swimming, every lap
is every step closer, bringing you into the path which is right.
Labels: literary works
one week back.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
one week back.
i was so excited.
i was so anxious.
i was so nervous.
but now?
i am so happy.
i am so carefree.
i am so relaxed and calm (:
one week back.
i was mugging my ass off.
i was working,
i was striving to do the best as possible.
one week later.
i am so free.
i am spending money like nobodys business.
EXAM RESULTS ARE HERE.
awhh.
they are coming tmr lorr damn scary cann?
CANNOT!
haha ><
sighh.
all those jitters.
they are back again.
the fear, the anxiety.
they are just came back):
i feel so scared haha.
dont worry luh. i should be fine.
i think i got a2 for eng >< and i got 65/80 for physical science
but there was a guy who got 93%
sighh. i wish it was me ;D
haha. but im quite satisfied
as i thought i would have have done worse haha.
hopefully i do better haha.
but im really upset for english.
i just wrote such a good essay the other day.
then nowww?
A2.
comeon luhh
i should come up with a POSITIVE ATTITUDE.
its over and done with already.
and i will try to keep my results to myself.
i hopeee.
and not braggggggggg or cryyyyyyy.
sighh :/
exams are just part and parcel of life
if you dont do well, it doesnt mean its the end of the road.
there are still other exams. (:
so worry and fret not :D
I AM SO sorry BRANDON ANG!
I DIDNT MEAN TO MAKE YOU STAND!
ALTHOUGH YOU SAID IT WASNT MY FAULT
IT WAS PARTIALLY MINE ><>LKING TO YOU.
HMM TRY TO TALK WITHOUT GETTING CAUGHT NEXT TIME ALRIGHT? (:
haha >< really sorry. BLUE BLACK AND WHITE the way you like it(:
anyway,
aaron lei, SHANE, baldie, and ming kang came to my house today.
WE ATE AT HAATO.
ICE CREAAMMM <333
the owner is really really nicee (:
THANK YOU SIR.
we also played tennis in the rain haha.
it was quite FUNNN alright haha,
ACS ROCKS :D thanks uncle again!
hmm
thanks everyone for being so caring.
thanks kana for dedicating that post (:
thanks rachel and pris for cheering me up (:
thanks shane and bubbles for lending me a hearing ear. :DDD
thanks cheyenne and bran for your tags :D
thanks random person who tagged on my blog, indeed true ><
GOD
FAMILY
FRIENDS
i guess thats how its supposed to be, that hierarchy. haha.
family will always be there for you.
thanks person, no matter who you are.
and god bless you too (:
somehow, i think i know you.
i guess, when we blog,
sometimes we are really upset, that things get out of hand,
and you write those stuff,
when you dont mean them ><
SORRY MUM :D
friends, before family.
Sunday, October 14, 2007
what is a family?
is it hell?
is it a place you cant live in?
is it somewhere where you cry in?
is it somewhere which makes you want to leave?
i want to run away.
i want to leave this "family"
i want to run as far as possible.
i want to leave.
i cant stand it.
i hate it.
i absolutely abhor it.
i am saddened by it.so much for a family.
so much for being sensitive
so much for being a "GODLY FAMILY"
PLEASE.
omg.
i absolutely hate you now.
i really do.
oh those tears welling up in my eyes,
as they are about to drop tear by tear,
i think of
YOUwhat you did,
what you said to me.
argh.
i really really cant stand it.
on the contraryi find comfort in friends.
i find peace in them.
at least, i know someone CARES FOR ME.
unless some "home"
i am a senstive guy,
kinda really sensitive one,
if you dont know that,
you probably will never know me.
yeah, i admit i do cry over small things.
doesnt mean im not man enough or whatever.
COME ON.you should know that,
i was in your WOMB for like 10 months,
i was your child for 14 years.
yet you still dont know that.
yet you still say these things.
your words are like glass,
they pierce through my heart,
and once you apologize,
sometimes, it may not be it,
an
emotional scar is left behind,
you unknowingly, say similar things.
and i get even more and more hurt.
i just cant stand it,
or stand you okay.
im just really upset.
and really sad.
i really cant stand you,
seriously.
my heart aches,
my heart longs,
for this to be over.
i dont see why i still obey you.
i why i
look up to you (???????????????)
why i regard you as my mother
i just cant take tit anymore.
seriously,
stop talking to me and stop bossing me around.
i just cant stand in anymore.
JESUS ARE YOU THERE?
CAN YOU HEAR ME?
CAN YOU SEE MY TEARS?
PLEASE COMFORT ME.
life.
life and death, are so similar,
they bring about and they destroy.
the word life seems so familiar,
but so is death, which is part of Hades' evil ploy.
life, it is so meaningful,
brings about joy and peace.
babies are just a bundle of joy, being playful,
brings about happiness at least.
death, it is meaningless.
brings about pain and sorrow.
lost of a loved one only brings about pain and restlessness;
and, some may think, theres no good in tomorrow.
life, it is bad.
it still ends up in the same result, death.
it seems to be like a frog jumping from a lily pad,
the life and the zeal, can be taken away by incurring His wrath.
death is good.
it takes away the heartache, and difficulty one may go through,
it can remove mercenariness, which is the root.
death may bring about happy memoirs, of some those thought of cruel.
life and death are merely words,
of those who have hidden meanings.
some may think it is straightforward,
indeed goes the saying 'every cloud has a silver lining'.
Labels: literary works
MEMORIES.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
as i reflect,
those memories some may neglect.
i see them as a memory avenue
not one of those places where people collect revenue.
those memories, although distant,
they seem to be, oh so, recent.
i ponder and i think,
all my memories space being filled to the brink.
i close my eyes and reflect,
all those memories, like light, refract
into my eyes, as i envision
and as i see, the old me, the reflection.
as all the memories come to past,
the memories will stay and last
every person and every memory
will remain for as long as they can be.
dedicated to my friends of kindergarten, PRIS :D, current friends, and 2.2 <333 style="font-weight: bold;">PICTURES:
i am like second from the left looking at the picture
enlarge the photo, im there!
i can play the guitar :D
omg damn cute can? i was damn scared i didnt smile :x
FRIENDS! i will miss youu ((:
Labels: literary works
EXAMS ARE OVER!
Friday, October 12, 2007
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isnt it a little strange when someone asks you to call,
but, the person changes her mind?
hmm, random haha.
alright.
HELLO PEOPLE!as back from
popular demand, JOELYAP is blogging again. haha.
say "YAY!"
haha.
exams were fine i guess
other then literature and maths
haha.
i still hope to get my 84% average alright!
although it is well, deemed "IMPOSSIBLE!"
haha.
but well, i will just keep with it and like hope that i can get it, haha.
lol.
the past few days were,
FUN!went out all those days haha.
and also burning a hole in my pocket
(P.s. i finally linked all you ppl, PRIS! haha)
oh yeah! have i mentioned?
i finally got in contact with my kindergarten classmate.
HOW COOL IS THAT :D haha.
shes a really nice person, not that she wasnt last time haha.
my impressions of her was this person who i danced with haha ><
DAY 1 OCTOBER 10
exams were over :Dmaths and physical science- EVERYBODY DIED for paper 2 luh (maths)
- it was so difficult and there was a problem with one of the questions, which i spent three minutes at!
- as i knew i definitely wouldnt know how to do. hahaa ><
WENT OUT WITH NONG! AND ISAAC
- he treated me! haha.
- so nice of him right? haha.
- went out with isaac as well
- watched balls of fury
- some really darn cool movie on table tennis
- i guess we paid to laugh at the movie but not for the plot
- there was absolutely ZERO plot at all llor haha.
- quite sianzxzxzx actually haha.
- joel chong followed us and we played HALO 3! :)
- its such a nice game alright? haha. really had fun luh
- I WON ONE OF THE GAMES.
- for a gaming NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOB to do that, i think i improved :D hahaha.
- nongs house is so big! and im feeling so jealous haha!
- HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOUGLAS!
- haha. in purple, your colour ;)
- haha. ><>
- happy birthday anyway! (:
- thanks for being such a great great friend.
- at choir, prefects, OM last year.
- being such a super super great team mate(:
- spending all those times together at om.
- sticking through the thick and thin together.
- bonding really closely as a group, unlike this year (like my group)
- its been an honour knowing you.
- so happy i knew you. haha.
- just a little upset you didnt invite me to your birthday but heck luh ><>
- why do i think you wont read this hahaha. ><
DAY 2 (OCTOBER 11)
- WAS CALLED TO GO DOWN TO SCHOOL THE DAY BEFORE.
- come on lor! it was a holiday leh
- we shouldnt have been called down luh,
- couldnt they like have made us go to school on tuesday slightly earlier, so they can tell us?
- i mean like, its quite upsetting luh.
- wasting your holidayyyy away, having to come back to school >
- mr sim had a talk with us
- i think he is really damn similar to my mum luh ><
- quite freaky
- but their styles are like the same lor.
- their disciplines and all those stuff.
- like for examples values as well, ( I GUESS ITS MAYBE JUST THE BIBLE! ) haha.
- about trust: you surpass our standards, we give you our trust.
- you abuse it, we provoke it.
- i mean like. lifes like that.
- i just see so much resemblance between the two of them.
- this talk really made me think deeply,
- do i really want to become a prefect?
- or is it just a chore?
- something you do daily, where you have no commitment for?
- or is it sth else?
- where your "inside is bigger than the outside"
- where you have such a godly character, where it flaunts flamboyantly,
- and you stand out like a sore thumb, not because you do sth wrong,
- but because you stand up for justice.
- i guess, this really made me ponder a bit,
- he does make a lot of sense,
- and i agree with him.
- our board room is really dirty
- its not just that, but its about the level of mutual trust.
- we were made to stay back until 11
- cleaned up the room really well
- made sure it was spotless haha.
- it was quite clean actually,
- we have to do these new stuff
- AND IM GOING TO PAINT THE BOARD ROOM
- you better pray that i do a good job
- my art isnt that good yknow? hah.
- went out with david hu, hafizul, damian, douglas.
- first we went out with david hu, hafizul and damian from school luh
- where we roamed vivocity like nobodys business haha.
- like we went all around the place luh haha.
- it was quite fun though lol.
- ALTHOUGH THEY PANG SE-ED DAVID AND I! like so many times ><
- tskkkk. lol.
- eventually after walking round and round and round,
- we landed in carl's junior! it was damnn yummyyyyyyyyyyy
- and damn costlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
- haha. spent like 11.80 there JUST on FOOD haha. ><
- spent a hell lot of money luh ><>
- so we walked around, went toys r us,
- and eventually hafizul and damian pang se-ed us again haha.
- but they came with douggie (who took a bus here! - i never knew he was the kind of person who would take bus - usually its his mum right? haha)
- lol ><>
- so basically we walked round and round and round and round (ASK DAVID HU!) even he - a TRACKER is tired okay! it was THAT bad.
- we walked around one particular section thrice luh haha.
- SO EVENTUALLY, douggie went to get his food at hans. (which he never knew it existed! HOW CAN LOR!)
- haha.
- we then took a CAB! to orchard
- but the cab, had a handphone. not ours.
- belonged to a girl named cant rmb now lol ><
- okay so anyway, basically, douggie wanted REVENGE.
- cause he also lost his phone in a cabbie, and he was so hopeful of getting it back, but nobody returned it back to him >< (quite sad right)
- and david hu wanted to earn like some quick cash by selling it in lucky plaza. ha.
- but the person called ><
- we had no choice but to return the phone luh haha ><>
- "DAVID HU HAS STEEL BALLS" was what douggie said, as everytime, (REALLY!) we walked through a shop, the alarm would go. haha.
- at nike
- at fcuk
- at tangs
- ETC.
- quite sad it eventually died off at the end of the day luh ><>
- he couldnt do it anymore haha.
DAY 3 (OCTOBER 13)
- okay basically to shorten everything,
- went out to see ms tan!
- shes really nice stil haha.
- had loads of fun ice skating with brian and dominic.
- omg dominic, its been great knowing you! we finally caught up in ages!
- although i was super stoned at the last part haha.
- went for net at the end
- played 'snorta' this really cool game luh haha.
- you probably know how fun it is when you play it.
- cheyenne tried to send me songs but it couldnt ><
- i tried to delete songs to no avail, but it didnt work,
- then i FINALLY deleted msgs, and it worked!
- so i figured it had sth to do with the ermm, phone memory and not other mmc or memory card thingy. haha.
shall post some pictures :D

i woke up in the mornign alright. and not that i got a new hair style :D.jpg)
i felt random and started to draw :D
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the endless lines of the library at jurong east. (they have this really cool place at the top for teens :D)
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while walking back home from net, oh, the trees.
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i felt random while studying geography okay! hmm UNDP
united nations development programme :D
im getting pins and needles on my arm.
and finally, to conclude!
no matter how strange it is,
i will always be there for you (:
4 down 6 to go
Saturday, October 06, 2007
exams are midway.
and i have no idea why i am bloggging haha
i think i like have this random urge to just blog haha xD
so good right? keeping this thing alive haha
I NEEED TO DO MY THINGS.
TO DO LIST.
1. 2 eng compres
2. CHAPTER 4679 HISTORY
3. LIT NOTES
4. phy sci
5. life sci
6. maths
haha. maths shall be last minute (i got that revision paper x)
then eng and history should start immediately haha..
lit notes done by this weekend.
lifescience should start reading xD
physci as well haha
a lot to do luh...
at least chinese, eng papeer1, geog
IS GONE FOREVER.
haha, i dont even know what to or like how to choose my subj combi luh haha
so:
LART,
CHINESE,
COREMATH,
IHS,
CHEMISTRY
and the rest of the three i can choose by myself
i could take.
1. physics, geog, a math, art
2. physics, biology, art
3. physics, biology, a maths (THE MOST COMMON)
4. physics, history, art
5. physics, amaths, history art
6. physics, amaths, art
haha,
basically the subjs i want are
a double science art and geog or hist, or maybe a maths
your views?
haha
annie zeng if you read this, you are a really dao person ><><>