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the hustle and the bustle,
between me and the city,
destitute of refuge
a turn to return.

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haha, cant wait to go lol (:
so exciting man!
hahaha,
i shall take millions of photos and makesure i iwill go and post all of them hahaha,
heh,

choral exchange wasnt exactly how we all wanted it to turn out to be :/
abit the :S:S:S:S
haha, pasigin was surprisingly alright, albeit soft.
butbutbut credo was
abnormally
OFF,
FLAT,
CLASHING (with our new clashing parts!!! tsktsk)
PITCHY.

haha, thank god gabriel au (sp?) was alert enough,
to help bring us back with our "a scen dit"
apparently our pronuciation is like damn screwy haha. D:
hrmmm,

OMG, MY LUNCH WAS ABSOLUTELY INSANE,
STUPID HUIFANG (ALTHOUGH INNOVATIVE !!)
MAKE ME CHOKE
like was nearly gonna DIE listening to her speak chinese.
i just cant like listen to her speak chinese, was just dyingggggg! hahaha.

sorry, (if you're reading this)

AND THANKS HADI, FOR HELPINGME TO RMB OR PART THERE OF OF PASIGIN.

DANG, THE MONKEY SIGNS.
AHAHAHAHA.

TODAY WAS RANDOM, SLIGHTLY TOUGH.

then went out for LUNCH with random people,
dont really know them very well.

BUT good nonetheless P:

seeyaaaaa on the 15th!

haha 90210 is awesome =D
and i've been trying to keep track on teevee.
and not the illegal way. HAHA :X
its been rather noisy occasionally so keeping track can be tough,
try to differentiate between the noise of hte tv and the noise of people!

so anyway,
prefect's camp was rather awesome lar,
rather - due to the presence of a certain someone,
but i guess he kinda redeemed himself towards the end?
like i saw working his ass off reading our reflections and all at like what, 12 plus am!
so mad, and rather enthu la.
let's just say,
his techniques were what we did not really enjoy much,
compared to last year's mark! haha.

hmmm,
i liked the HIGH ROPE ELEMENTS part of it,
altough super easayyyyyyyyye!
damn easy lar!!!! hahaha.
but fun nonetheless,

but dragonboating was da bomb!
haha, although we were struggling in the stormy seas,
literally, storming seas, where the lightning warning
rang twice!
while we STILL STAYED IN THE WATER
(cause it was this kinda like capsizing kinda thing!)
hmmm,
i guess i strengthened bonds with some of my juniors! =D

at the campfire,
got damn high omg, hahaha,
like doing superdupercrazythings!
like shakedabummm !!
haha tsktsk.
and singing with our voices have cracked,
sounding like frogs croaking away
to the tune of
you cant stop the beat,
(BUT I THINK WE STOPPED IT! HAHAHA)

anyway,
i think 90210 is still cool (:
hehehe.

but i should go and sleep now.
maybe edit another time? haha,
too bad there aren't any pictures.

CHOIR DINNER (on sat night)
was rather great,
just slightly draggy at the end
due to the weird change of events,
hrm.

dont think i will be blogging for a while.

HOLIDAY PLANS:
29-8 SWITZ.
8-11 YOUTHCAMP
12-15 FAMILY HOLIDAY, with waisynn,nick,austin,kai&theirfamilies!
might stay after 15 for an extension of malaysia! hahaa...
20-28 JAPAN (: SNOWBOARDING HAI!

on a side note, i like wine gummies!
and and, BUBBLES SMILE (: - although you'd probably not see this, God bless ya (: and you can always sms me :D take care yeah, and dont frown too much, it causes pimples, nahh HAHA.

gone.


I.NEED.TO.PACK.FOR.ATC.

haha, i rlly need to pack for prefect adventure training camp.
cause like it was supposed to start today,
but since had choir senior's dinner and all,
i guess...
hahha its alrightt! haha.
so im only gonna go in tmr morning.

BUT.
THE STRANGEST THING OF ALL,
THAT STILL REMAINS EVER SO OMINOUS.
why the hell did i get the diarrhoea of eating
sane fivestarchickenrice food!
rather than eating weirdedcamp(hopefullynot)horribleallthewayfrompulauubin food!

hmm,
ah damn, the qualms of camp D:
grrh.
i must say i am not too happy going for this camp.
HAHA,
but the friendship is more important than anything else!
so it wont be so bad with people you know and who are gonna suffer too! haha.

roar, i should attend to my tummy and take my medication!

heh. dont be so critical,


you h e a r t burns brighter than sunshine
coz' no matter what you will always be mine.
looking in your heart,
i will always see the spark.
breathing through the stale air,
yet your frangrance diffused everywhere,
running my heart just there.

heart meeting heart
splints a spark.

step by step.
hand to hand.
lip to lip.
oh, it was needless to speak
damn,
it was so shallow, with depth to lack.

heart misses heart
extinguishes the spark.
and breaks the heart.

the frosty and the frigid air
creeping in through the
frozen walls of the heart.
'nuff to bear,
but...
creating the divide,


all to blame,

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But it’s killing me to see you go after all this time.

Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playin’ like the end of a sad movie,
It’s the kinda ending you don’t really wanna see.
Cause it’s tragedy and it’ll only bring you down,
Now I don’t know what to be without you around.

And we know it’s never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can’t,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesn’t work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know it’s never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can’t,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

It’s two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know it’s not easy,
Easy for me.
It’s two a.m.
Feelin’ like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this ain’t easy,
Easy for me.

And we know it’s never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.

Ohhh

I can’t,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry


hmmm just feeling rather awkward noww,
hahaha.
roar.

eew, i think im like suppressing my feelings or sth.
kinda bad!
ROAR, but why should i feel like emo and all, that kinda thing,
shouldnt be lar =D
haha later like become some kinda REDBLACKWHITE
EMO BOYZXZ
HAHAHA,
IM JOKING OKAY.
but its just some kinda weirded feeeling.

i just cant breathe without you.



cheyenne and i! psst, we must take more photos! hahaha.

awww, so sad lar, work ending alreadyyy,
gonna mis the people and also like the treats (:
hahaha, its good being the youngest, awwwww, hahahah.
hmmmm,
thanks for the treat at secret recipe,
surely, it was yummy.

planning is quite hard,
especially when you are choosing a place for holiday,
when the choices are endless.

Left my fear by the side of the road
Hear You speak
Won't let go
Fall to my knees as I lift my hands to pray

Got every reason to be here again
Father's love that draws me in
And all my eyes wanna see is a glimpse of You

All I need is You
All I need is You Lord
Is you Lord

One more day and it's not the same
Your spirit calls my heart to sing
Drawn to the voice of my Saviour once again
Where would my soul be without Your Son
Gave His life to save the earth
Rest in the thought that You're watching over me

All I need is You
All I need is You Lord
Is You Lord

You hold the universe
You hold everyone on earth
You hold the universe
You hold
You hold

All I need is You
All I need is You Lord
Is You Lord

just need you Lord,
its just really challenging.
i try and try again.
i know you are there,
but do you hear me?
i know you watch my everymove,
you hear my every breath,
you listen to every single heartbeat,
just slowly,
waiting for me to come back to you,
like your prodigal son,
ive been missing for so long,
suffering in my earthly manners,
and totally missing you.
oh Lord,
i offer myself to you again.
i just need you.
i want you to come back
into my heart,
like how you did before.

to be at my side,
to lead me.
to guide me.
cause you are my strength in times of weakness.
my fortress in doubt.
you are my everything.
but im so sorry,
i keep just missing the mark,
im just blinded by darkness,
dearlord,
shine your light,
so that you can
ignite the flame in my heart,
so i can live for you,
and i can burn for you,
oh lord,
the passion.

everytime i step
into temptation,
dear lord,
awaken the eyes of my heart,
to realize that
life is not just all that,
pleasures only last for a season,
but you are eternal.
its not how i live my life,
but how you live in me.

dear lord,
you are my universe.
you mean everything to me.

i need your comfort oh lord,
i need a revelation.


hahaha, i got a topman shirt for like $39 bucks lar, on sale yknow!
haha, my works gonna end school D: BOOO!

edit

at work now =D hehehe,
but like theres not much work left to do,
and the rain's horrible,
the PRINTER CAME IN,
yay to colour printer xP

WHEEEEEE. funn :D

hmmm,
todays gonna be exciting i hope =D
not much work coming in thankfully.
butbut,
i wanna post my photos over lehhh, but cannot D:
haha, i think my phone camera's still cool.

omg super random ytd lar,
church people started taking out their cameras and starting
zilianing.
hahahh, tsktsktsk.

but super random anyways lar :D

but i cant take photo by just holding it the other way round (yknow the camera facing you!) D:
hahaha,
so weird lar,
but if i see the screen i can take photos properly and it wont be blurr and stuff
haha, maybe inexperience!!
hahaha.
i wanna go and put up the photos soon x)

heh,
when i get my photos done la!

replying tags :D

cheyennnee: nahh it was another zann, zanita! haha replied already larr :D hahaha, hmm, i feel so bad now using the computer for personal usage at work, haha ).( but theres like nothing to do!

zanita: hahahaha, go and linkk lar :D haha tell me if you need help linking or sth, it gets slightly boringgg at work yknw! haha D;

HANNAH: haha no problem lar i finally linked you [: hahaha, yes br-and-han, even rhymes yknow so coool 8-)

PRIS: Hahhaa, I know, they are damn friendly to me too (: im gonna get treated lunch on my last day (: hahaha, cant wait to eatt man! haha, (sounds like im actually going to eat some man! LOL TSK.

jem: tskkk why so LAMEEEEEE one, sounds like la mee ( hot noodle! hehehe :)

TheNeo: hellooooo! neoooo! lol, so awkward calling you by your surname, heh your blog very the random eh, go change the lyrics of the songs, relyricist :D

abner: hey abner :D DONE! hows your holidays anyway! haha while im working, its quite fun actually xD

Emil: EMIL! all the best for your ib exams, haha stalker (the only "follower" of my blog! hahaa, i never knew those sort of things existed lol!

and hannah said "hi"

dearest kewl puffin' klubxz:

its been great knowing you two! (br-and-han)
and i shall dedicate this blog post to the both of you.

friends are like chocolates,
work they speak,
may be bitter,
or or may be sweet.

sweet they are,
their encouragement fetches far.
thank God for their love,
and their care,
looking back,
they were always there.
with nothing they lacked.

supporting you,
touching too.
providing their hand
in times of need,
with money to lend,
and advise to heed.

i will always you both,
not just today,
but yesterday, today,
and to the end of the earth.
of course with the help of
the father above (:

hope you guys enjoyed that post :D

wanted to post a photo here eh!! but using a different computer!D:
takecare anyway!

IM GOING ONBOARD A SHIP (SEA SWIFT)

AND I HAD PIZZA FOR LUNCH, FOR FREEE =D

HAHA,

edit later!

wai synn: I LINKED ALMOST EVERYONE ALREADY, haha, i think the font looks pixelated =D

cheyennee: yess i blogg =D and i even reply tags now :O hahaha, has the world come to an end or sth!

PRIS: yeahh i love my pictures too, arent they all just amazing =D haha, i should go update my phone sometime soon, i got new sun/reflection pictures.

haha, i finally replied to my tags :O
woahh,
and i got a new skinnn,
tell me if you want me to link you,
haha, i wanna sleep soon! gosh.

but tennis! haha



oh the gloomy weather

afterr millions of years,
im back here,
shall just leave the lj posts for poems haha
and this one for randoming around ;D
hahaha so people im posting again,

i wanna post some pictures hahaha i love and absolutely lovee my phone!

^my work placeee! not exactly there la! but around that area. im a sucker for skies (: dont you think they are simple,whoa-mazing!


^schoool (the ib side) where i did my PREFECT duty. haha prefect has indeed much JOY (and sorrow - a fair bit) to my life. hmmmm, haha. its one year to ib!!

^Austin hills :D haha i went there from last sunday to tuesday.




^my malaysian trip to austin hills! its quite interesting, i loveeeeee and adoreeee the food there la, damn damn yummy. haha, i miss the tennis courts too it was quite the cool =D


^sunrise from my house (: look at the skyyyyyyyyyyyyy!


^my houseee, not exactly, but the view from my house. isnt it so beautificent :D


^while waiting for my dad at the canal, i admired the sky.


^this is quite an interesting picture, i enhanced the red in the picture, and like made the rest of the colours receed. preetaye cool.


^ooh my house, where i enhanced the bluee! haha, looks pretty darn cool yoo! hahaha.


^random picture of work when i was feeling kinda boredd, haha cool ferrero rocher :D haha. but with the random note in the picture, it kind of hints at corruption, while the chocolate shows us how tempting and luxurious life may be, but we might be lured by the attractiveness of the chocolate, and also, the pen pointing at the money appears to be pointing at the focal point, drawing visual focus.


^a youth outing gone wrong, :X we wanted to watch a moviee there! and took train with high hopes, butbut, it was CLOSED D:
(awwww):

a new beginning,
ushered in time.
start of something,
growing in line.

we take in,
we give away,
a while it has been,

if lifes a bliss,
i live a dream.
if you'd give it a miss,
its like a pants without a seam.

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