yo, world!
the hustle and the bustle,
between me and the city,
destitute of refuge
a turn to return.
happy new year!
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
its been the time of the year again, the beginning, where people would say the year passed so quickly, so fast. a year, three hundred over days, 262800 minutes, and probably millions of seconds. time really passes quickly, unfortunately. there were times you wish time could just quickly pass by, and you would disappear and fade into the world. on the other hand, there were times, where we rush for projects, we want time to stop, just so because we can finish everything, catch up on our studying and things like that. BUT time moves on no matter what.
"24 little hours" quoted from a song of Jamie Cullum, mentions about time being little and small, and it does not move along as you wish and explaining what a difference a day had made. mainly about love
this year had been one of ups and downs. SOMETHING in the beginning in the year, those stupid auditions or whatever it was. i felt it was so crazy, all those backstabbing and stuff, and somemore just before my birthday, how horrible i felt. being rejected by my own team. it was such a
terrible experience. i admit i was EMO, i was sad, i was upset. just before my fourteenth birthday to be spent like hell, i think it was crazy. aiyah stupid politics, and the quitting and stuff. i think it was appropriate la. i didnt want to spend my time with a group of people, or particularly just one person who sees me as useless, thinking he is so great, and with the arrogance. ah, i still remember those tears streaming continuously, running into the rain. probably from much of the exuberance and enthusiasm into bitterness and being barren. running out from the gate in the rain, and thank you ryan goh for chasing me out (: it was kind of sweet for you. i guess breaking down like that had not been such a great idea, but briefly i just decided it was it.
OEP at malacca was quite fun. 2.2 im gonna miss you like %^&*(*&^%$ you really have thought me a lot, getting to know my new super great friends like bestie! hoong, and i guess everybody else luh. it was really a great, close knitted class. enjoyed myself thoroughly, with nong stan and ben mok too! ah. amos ming kang, everyone la. chongker, everyoneee. haha. hmmm getting back to oep. haha. from sitting in the front of the bus. being quiet. being silent, eventually opened up to this group of people, felt a little awkward but not anymore. seeing how close the rest of the people were, i just made up my mind to go join them. i sat with them at the back of the bus, got to know the ppl better (: i think it was hoong bubbles chongker and me and basil. yeah all of us sat at the bus. it was quite fun lah haha. we really had a ball of a time talking together, knowing one another in a close and personal way. the various activities, the occasional spirit of being rebellious, cleaning that house, the hotel, not being too bold, did not follow the rest in climbing out of the window, rooming with aloysius. WOW. so many things at one camp haha. aloy falling sick. trading songs. sleeping. swimming, waterpolo. FUN. haha. talking frienships, building relationships. CHEATING-swapping the cards with hoong and sabo-ing ppl hahaha. it was quite fun luh. then going to the funny tribal dances.
my birthday, a holiday! haha. after oep in a high spirit, we decided to go out to erm plaza sing or sth. where amos bubbles hoong and i! we went to meet at macs or sth. i think i was late hoong was waiting for us. or sth. there was the ben and jerry ice cream haha i got treated or sth (: haha. they wanted to get me a present but i think i said no. haha. it was a really fun outing going out together. EH. let's do that again next year! haha. i think it would be quite fun luh, wait it WILL, as long as we are enjoying ourselves. not spent by doing much things. my family and i then wanted to go to shaslik or sth liddat but cause i think i had a tummyache or sth i wanted to eat sth light. so we went to cofffee club ate and went home. i think i got some clothes from parents haha.
cause of my tummyache, i did not go to school the following day! haha. amos said that my dream came through and i was like whatever lah hahaha. in the beginning i guess i was super guaiii, like sitting in front of the class, listening to teacher like a lot a lot, my art was quite terrible in the beginning. learnt from david lui, eventually improved a bit i guess. had much fun. haha. the first term report was quite good lah hahaha. i think that was about it for that week or so?
OM. mr bill chia the great coach! haha. thanks for being such a great coach, treating us to the PIZZAs. and giving us those pep talks. although you did not know much about OM, i think you did a great job (: haha. ALOT OF OTHER STUFF. i wish i could talk about but i got to sleep soon ):
jia, shaun, paul, isaac, rohan, marc, joel! TIM!!
you guys have taught me a lot. i will never forget you how great a team you were, although you were the sort of people who were quite slack, we eventually managed to slug it through right? through much persistent screams from sir, as well as madam and TIM. ah. yes a great student coach, one of the best (: haha. thanks for parting with your chi-ching and coming with us to US, i really wonder what we would have done without you. haha. really, a blessing to us :D ahh. jiayuan! your mum bringing all her nice pork ribs and the food. ohhhh my goshh. the food was damn nice. and you were also really friendly (: you were truly a great chinaman, and an asset to the team, we really enjoyed having you a part of us! shaun! the leader, which al the others wanted haha ( i wanted to be leader lehhs ) haha. anyway, you were quite awesome, bringing the team together, although slacking a bit for your softball and stuff. haha. it was quite fun knowing you, chatting with you haha (a bit luh not much!) PAUL, haha. i still remembered how you managed to piss everyone off by going for your tennis and not helping us out! haha. you and being sadistic with your teachers, nearly getting that demerit point, arguing with teachers and stuff! haha. you have trained me with my tolerance! haha. quite fun knowing you la. isaac! ICEBERG! FATHER TIME! haha. the person which supposedly had the deeeepest voice haha. it was quite good that you were on and all that, YES your spon it was like so good! haha i think i learned a bit from you! haha. you are so good la. you will go far (: (although i doubt that you are reading this hahah) you contributed a lot to the team! your mum too ;) haha. ROHAN haha. i still remember you headbudding me haha. you and being really pro at soccer. moving steathly at night, making it so difficult to see you! haha. and also being a great devil, i didnt think you were that evil though. haha. but in the end i think you were great. haha. none of us would have done a better job, although paul with have been quite a great slut! hahaha. MARC, you rich guy, painting with your nice fcuk teeshirts, really joke around like nobodys business la haha. quite fun lah. you all claimed to have made me like slack, although being on was quite fun, but in the end still being asked but in the end still being asked by the seniors to do work! haha. TIM. i wonder what our team would have been like without you, i guess you were kind of like the one who anchored our team together! haha. ahwell, so it was a blessing that you came to help us. if not we would not have even got passed nationals la haha.
collin! rayan! dhanesh! imran! being so good at your spon. and teaching us all. haha. we miss that. haha. where are we gonna find such great people next year? haha. awhh. ahwell, i wished i could talk to rayan more. this year, i hardly got to talk to you la )): sighh. nehmine can know you better next year okay? haha. when you finally go for your army and stuff haha. COLLIN this saturday on alright? haha TSK i havent even got courts yet! haha. ohwell. haha. a great om senior as well as choir one! ah. we ALL will miss you alot! haha.
CHOIR. gosh theres so much to write i think i will write it out another time, i better go and sleeep now. of course there's like SHANE too! i really thank God that i got know you this year. and you being such a great friend (: haha. i need to write your card! haha.
AND GOD. thank you for such a great year, i thank you for all your blessings. i thank you for taking care of me. of my parents, how my dad nearly got to an accident. its all your blessings, and through your grace that we are made the way we are. although, i did not really do much devotions, you still rewarded me, dear LORD, please help me to do more of my devotions please? thank you for giving me a fantastic year LORD, and i pray oh Lord that you will make 2008 an even better one where i can learn to be more like you and in your stature. i pray oh Lord for my friends and that you will take care of them, and guide them through your terrific masterplan.
AMEN.
