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hmm, im feeling random. shall post party photos.

just came back from a hospital.
my cousin is quite sick.
she vomitted 7 times today already.
gosh.
hope she gets well.

dunno why but like so many people are getting sick these days.
okay.
better go.
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Labels: holidays

hello all.

yay! my 25th post in this blog,
and my 25+33=58th post!
haha.
so happy.

partyis coming up.
mygosh.
hahahaha.
i am damn excited.
emil will be the frist to come at about 1 plus.
then the rest at two.

hehe.
i just created my outfit. oh wait.
shouldnt it be hallowfit.
lol.
geddit?

haha.
hmm.
i shall create another poem. shant i?

happy.
when you are happy,
what do you do?
would you jump for joy or say some random words, ooh-lah-hee?
or maybe even both two?

when you scream your lungs out,
do ppl say you are mad?

maybe a haiku would be better, dont you think??

maybe later on...
nothing coming to my head now.
haha.
okay.

shall eat now?
haha. byee.

yay.
haha.

im quite happy today,
which i suppose must be something good lah.
i manage to kope a few songs from my friend today.
thanks jack!
haha.

so anyway,
i dont really feel like blogging a really long and wordy piece,
so to cut it all short,
i went to jacks house.
i played xbox-tennis and pgr 2.
erm we played Big Two.
haha.
i <3 tie ti.
anyway, we also played a new game to me, munchskin smth.
its a really cuuttteee game.
haha. lol.
i did enjoy the game i guess. x)
then after that, more tie ti.
but wait.
we played speed before that.
haha. was really fun.

although mum got pissed with me after a while.
cause she felt i took advantage cause she didnt determine any timing.
*shrug shoulders*

aiya.
got halloween party tmr!
get scared!
haha. have fun too!

hmm. supposed to write a poem...
lemme write a haiku.

Life
life is meaningful.
although happens only once,
full of surprises.

Death
death is meaningless
taking away innocent ones,
it is inevitable.

hmm.
how are they?
hopefully good?
haha.

happy holidays.
sayonara school

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Trying to make ends meet
You're a slave to money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the veins meet yeah

No change, I can't change
I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mind
I am here in my mind
But I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mind
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no (fading away)

Well I never pray
But tonight I'm on my knees yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now

No change, I can't change
I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mind
I am here in my mind
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mind
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
I can't change
I can't change it

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Trying to make ends meet
Trying to find some money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the veins meet yeah

You know I can't change, I can't change
I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mind
I am here in my mind
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mind
No, no, no, no, no

I can't change my mind
no, no, no, no, no,
I can't change
Can't change my body,
no, no, no

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
Been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
That you've ever been down
That you've ever been down

I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.

I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You

So were You...

you not to piss me off.

hello?
you got me pissed off like at least 100 fucking times this year.
okay.
im kinda pissed so mind the language.
grrh.

okay.
fine.
you bought all the stuff.
but you not me, im a little slow right?
mmhmm.
so i will take quite a fair bit more time then other ppl.
yup.
cant you be more understanding on your part?
cant you just wait a little longer,
hold your temper back?
huh?
cmon.
im already banned from msn and my phone got confiscated.
what else can you do?
kill me?
wish i was dead?
huh?
i really wonder...

why cant you just be a little more patient.
and some issues will be resolved?
okay fine whatever.
then,
cant i even borrow 30 fucking dollars from you?
you at least earn what, 5000$?
then 30/5000 = 3/500=0.03/100
cmon.
thats peanuts lah.
and then you still say no.
gosh, gimme a break,
wake up lah.
0.03%= no.
i wonder what is yes...
aiyah.
its damn tempting to use msn.
but no.
grrh.
i kinda hate, oh wait i cant use this word, you.
i mean, its just good not to use it lah.
bleah.
i wish you would give me a break.
would you?

i dont care anymore.
i dont give a fucking damn for anything, everything, that has to do with you, for just this period of time.

give me a break,
a holiday would be great.
holidays are near.
so nothing to fear?

yeah right. damn right.
as if it will ever turn on a light-
a glimmer of hope. but who will care?
would you? i bet you wouldnt dare.

argh.
stupid poetic side of me.
haha.
crapped up poem.

hmm
i should write a poem everyday.
haha.
if not got nothing better to do.

just a few verses maybe?
i dunno...
haha.

okay.
i feel like posting the lyrics of one song.

hmm.

okay i got three main topics to mention today.
1. my title
2. new skin.
3. tennis

life is certainly not always up all the way.
a chinese idiom says 一帆风顺
haha.
it means that there are no downs but just going up most or all of the way.

PSI is healthy! finally...
haha.
its 41.
mygosh.
took quite a while before it became what it currently is now.
lol. the rain really helped too!
hahas.

okay. yeah.
life isnt always full of up nor downs,
its always a mix of both.
with friends, you may have your good days,
have fun with them, enjoy their company,
but sometimes, they may just become an irritant,
and you might hate them...
and it may not be really fun after all.

in relationships with friends and parents,
arguments are inevitable,
anything is possible,
nothing is impossible.
but the question to ask yourself is:
what can i do about this?
can i use this to help me improve,
use this as a stepping stone?
somethings like this,
to help you to become a better person xD
haha.

but there certainly are days where you
actually dont mind spending time with them,
and it wouldnt be a waste.
oh shit.
i seem to be repeating myself
haha.

anyway,
i shall move on to the next topic,
which is edited skin! x)

thanks xuan qi for helping me with some html codes.
hmm, do they have a book of IT for idiot?
hahaha.
i think i might actually read that book lol.

hmm the empty train represents my life.
being quite empty.
represents being a bit solitary,
but yet it brings in the element of peace,
when you are by yourself,
free from everything else.
hmm maybe self discovery too?

but i like that picture.
haha.
i took it when i was in a train at erm
where was it...
marina bay.
haha.
yeah.
so lucky. haha. i managed to get an empty train.

but the seats in the picture are also orange,
a colour i like.
haha.
orange. <3

what does orange represent?
it is something bright.
certainly will cheer me up ((:
especially after a tough day at school.
where nobody listens to you.
i got that quite a number of times this year
cause i ask ppl to stop playing with tablet.
haix.
but they wouldnt listen.

as said by my maths teacher,
justice has long arms.
so better watch out.
you will get caught sooner or later.
its better to get caught earlier.
so that you will LEARN from your mistakes.
right?
but too bad if you dont care.
you are killing yourself.
its like the same as slidding your hand with a knife,
just that you are doing it to your conscience.
you are killing it.
you are stopping yourself from obeying.
how did i get so deep??

okay.
last topic of today.
tennis.
haha.
played for soooo long today.
3 hours plus!
haha.
quite fun though.
we played till about 12 plus pm.
gosh i tell you i was tired. really tired.

sigh.
school is coming to a close.
but i got some ncc proficiency test.
im quite scared.
although, apparently,
it is IMPOSSIBLE to fail.
but in this world practically anything can happen.
haha.

but i dont want to fail!

anyway,
during tennis today,
i rallied with my mum's colleauge who is a pe teacher.
haha.
it was quite tiring but it sure was fun!
haha.
i really enjoyed myself.
and got tired.
haha.

hmm.
havent posted such a long entry for so long.
i like this song "Stop Crying Your Heart Out".
im falling in love with it.
haha.
the chorus again,

Cause all of the stars are fading away.
just try not to worry, you will see them some day.
Take what you need, it will be on your way,
Stop crying your heart out.

all the stars-dreams and hopes, but probably meant like anxieties in this case-are fading away. slowly disintergrating, disappearing.
do not worry-your dreams will be realised some day.
take what you need-take what it takes, and then everything will go well and you will succeed.
so stop crying.

results of prefect tomorrow.
quite scared.
then report book too.
i certainly want to change class...
haha.

okay a nice long, organised post. haha.
night.

boo.
im just not in the best of moods now.
i hate 1.7 `06
i hate them like shit.
if shit is comparable.
haha.

i got tennis in like about 10 minutes.
so going to make this quite a quick blog.
haha.
i slept at 1 ytd! so sleepyy...
haha.
slept at 1 for the past two days lol.
then woke up at 6 and 8 respectively.
haha.

yawwwwwnnn.
haha.
hmm let me tell you why i hate my class.
cause:
1. they suck.
2. they dont follow [heck] authority.
3. they are not the best ppl to make friends with.
4. they are not smart cause the lowest two ppl in the whole level came from my class.

i just hate them,
while some ppl are trying to work their ass out,
others are pushing other asses around.
grrh.

hmph.
what to do?
hope i go to a NICE/GOOD class next year.
i hope?

brrh.
hmm.
blog later?
happy depavali!
haha.
bye.

Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

so nice.
i like the lyrics <3
haha.

hmm.
i really wonder what i would do,
or anybody.

so scary.
im so scared.
the world nowadays...

some ways of death:
1. knocked down by a car.
2. commit suicide
3. disease

heart attack
cancer
pneumonia

i guess. thats all i can think off...
hmm but seriously what would you do?

yeah.
nvm.

change topic.
lets talk about exams.
its over, aint it?
grrh.
but the results
the suspense.

hopefully can get an a1 % overall lah.
im just pissed enough.
cant stand it anymore.
the ppl in my class.
i hate them.
at least most of them.
they are being so bad lah.
i just hate them.
hypocrites are found.
so are ppl who just want to make trouble.
i hate them.
then some idiot, for some fuc*ing reason, tore my shirt using his bloody pen
cause i only asked a question and just blocked him...
fuc*!
damn it.
i hate him.
i hate my class.
i hate most people.
damn it.

bye.

haha.

if you cant see my title,
it says 'Singaporeans are too spoilt'

HHAS!
lol...
i went to pontian (in malaysia)
it was quite fun actually.
okay.
i followed my grandma, my grandaunt and my uncle there.
it was actually quite fun...
haha.
although pontian is actually like the HELL most dirtiest place.
haha.

okay...
anyway,
it was quite fun.
i went to collect seashells.
should i upload some photos of my seashells?
should i not?
should i?
hmm. maybe another time.
i just spoke to a teacher ytd,
apparently, we will be getting our papers back on wednesday or thursday.
grrh.
sounds quite scary.

aiyah.
whats done is done.
theres no turning back right??
haha.
yeah.
anyway,
singaporeans are soooo spoilt.

no air-con
singaporeans: ARGH! so HOTTT!!! i need AIR-CON!!!
=.=
singaporeans...

flies
singaporeans: YUCK! so DIRTY!!! [starts to scratch]
-.-
singaporeans again....

brrh...
haha.
arent singaporeans just like that?
lol.
then if you see such a dirty river, you will be like,
"YUCKK!!!! so filthy." then they walk away.
haha.
yupp.

anyway,
after that,
we ate crab <333333
i <33333 crab.
its sooooo nice.
and apparently its was sooo cheap.
it was 13 ringget (however you spell that) for one WHOLE crab!
ohmygosh.
its super super cheap lah.
its not even
13 R for 1 kg.
but its for one WHOLE bloody crab.
haha. lol.

aiyah.
grrh.
supposed to................
ah nvm.

oh dammit.
the PW poster.
grrrrrrrrrrrrh.
damdamdamdamdam IT!
oh frak.
[hmm maybe i should use that more often instead of...]

haha.
i want to change my blogskin...!
its so horrible.
okay.
so bye...

yay!

exams are finally OVER!
haha.
so happy!
although i hardly studied lol.

hallllooooowwwwweeeeeeeennnn paaarrrrrttttyyy
get scared.

haha.
must plan. must plan.
altoes.
we are going to have lots of fun.
treak-a-treat!

haha.
yay!
lol.
ytd,
went out with a classmate, brian,
to watch a movie, grrh i keep forgetting the title.
haha.
rob-b-hood i think
lol.
please correct me.

yup.
it was really funn..!
but during the movie i received 1 call, 2 smses.
haha.
dunno
why ppl like to sms specially on that day lol.

oh yeah
todays FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH.
haha
btw to ppl who read my blog since the beginning,
it was known as thir-teen.blogspot.com
haha.
lol.

anyway,
after that,
we went to east coast park to CYCLE.
and it was 1 for 1 hour.
so we cycled for 2 hours at 5$ each.
cool eh?
seemed really cheap.

the last last time i was there,
last year i think,
er
my mums colleague and colleague's friend brought me along.
we actually went out of east coast park and we actually VENTURED out!!!
it was reaaaaaaaaaaly fun i tell you.
lol

if im not wrong,
i was the only person that signed up for dinner coommm (for choir)
prolly the reason why im staying on is because of friends made,
if not i would have quit by now. lol.
haha.

today going out with abel
to
1. SNOWCITY (2 hours! xD)
2. SCIENCE CENTRE (short while only)
3. FUJI ICE PALACE (another 2 hours ;D)

haha.
we are going to have lots of fun lol.
okay.
i some how lost my ability to blog longer. ><><>

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Saturday, October 07, 2006

which means most perfect!so cool.i like my new blogskin/blogname!hhas.YAY!alto ppl.former and current.keep 31 oct free!we are going to havea fun day!yay!so happy.hmph.but got to study.as my friend said so "anti-climax"but i want to blog.its so fun!got geog on monday.i better stop and ban myself from going online!!!just for a while.then can study in air-con room.hmm.if only i still stayed in yiochukang.then i could have a chance of catching the disease!or the flu!haix.hhas.nvm.im just so hyped up now!so much too plan.but too bad tests arent over yetokay lets see how the tests were.english paper 1compo-there were 5 questions and i chose the one about laughterand i actually did mention fun, joy peace and laughter.hopefully what i wrote made sense lah. lol.okay.then there was informal letter...which i totally SCREWED UP!hmm it was so irritating!i overshot the damn limit by about350 words!hmph. i couldnt tell you how angry i was.why did i exceed the quota like HELL.aiyah.nvm.okay.anyway,history actually went quite well!i think i may be even able to get 80%yay!hhas. so happy.English paper IIi did pretty badly for the comprehaiz.nvm lah.LITERATUREhmph.dunno whether what i wrote made sense.hopefully it did x)i guess thats all i want to blog about.i have to STUDY.haix.nvm24 times 4 hours till play!96 hours more3600 seconds times four.hhas.so every seconds count.bye!

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